British -- France -- Fiction; Diary fiction; Epistolary fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
"Yes, Miss. I’ve written to her twice since Christmas, not to speak of
sending a coloured post-card from Malvern, and she hasn’t answered never
so much as a word."
This pricked me. I had heard it before; and, knowing as I did that
Susan had neither father nor mother, nor brother nor sister, I ought to
have put two and two together, and deduced the fact that Susan was alone
in the world. But I had not been interested or unselfish enough to work
it out.
"Of course, of course," I said. "I’d forgotten. But, Susan, why have
you not spoken about it to me? When I found you had no parents, didn’t
I tell you that if you were in any doubt or trouble you were always to
come to me?"
"Yes, Miss," answered Susan as dutifully as before. And she went on
brushing my hair. I got up impatiently, and went and sat in my big chair
by the window.
"No," I said. "Never mind my hair for a minute. Susan, I’m very much
disappointed and put out. You are not treating either me or yourself
fairly. With things as they are, I feel responsible for you. All this
is very serious. You are young, and you have no experience."
Susan standing three feet away with lowered head, heard me out
deferentially, although she knows quite well that I am six months her
junior, and that it is hardly a year since I began to look after my own
affairs. She simply said:
"Yes, Miss."
"Susan, look at me. Don’t hang your head. Is this man respectable?"
"Oh, yes, Miss!"
"He says so himself, no doubt. But the world’s full of very strange
people. Who is he? Where does he come from? What is his name?"
Susan hung her head again, and did not answer. I saw that she had
something to hide, so I tried another way.
"How far has it gone?"
"Well, Miss," she faltered after a pause. "He--he’s asked me."
"When?"
"Yesterday, Miss."
"What did you say?"
"I didn’t say anything, Miss."
"Susan, don’t be ridiculous. You mean, you didn’t say ’No.’ You
encouraged him?"
"Oh, no, Miss."
"Susan, I won’t be trifled with. Either you encouraged him or you
didn’t. Which was it? You surely don’t expect me to believe that,
after he’d asked you, he was content to walk away again without any kind
of an answer?"
"Please, Miss, he didn’t ask me that way. It was in a letter."
"A letter! Susan, I hope you’ve said ’No.’ Have nothing at all to do
with him. A letter, indeed! Why didn’t he speak out like a man to your
face?"
"Please, Miss, he couldn’t."
"Couldn’t? Why not?"
"Because I’ve never seen him."
I burst out laughing. The affair was a trifle after all. At the most
and worst it was some village moon-calf’s clumsy wooing; at the least
(and likeliest) it was a practical joke. But Susan thought otherwise. I
stopped laughing at the sight of her proud flush and pain.
"Come, Susan," I coaxed, "be a sensible girl. It’s some stupid joke."
"No, Miss," said Susan firmly.
"Then what have you done? Have you sent a reply?"
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