“I’d meant to keep it secret--I wouldn’t have minded telling him a fib
about a little thing. But he made it so very serious!”
I could understand that it must have been serious after the telling. I
waited for her to add what news she chose.
“It seems,” she said, “that my husband has a cousin, a pupil of Mrs.
Frothingham’s. You can imagine!”
“I can imagine Mrs. Frothingham may lose a pupil.”
“No; my husband says his Uncle Archibald always was a fool. But how can
anyone be so narrow! He seemed to take Mrs. Frothingham as a personal
affront.”
This was the most definite bit of vexation against her husband that she
had ever let me see. I decided to turn it into a jest. “Mrs. Frothingham
will be glad to know she was understood,” I said.
“But seriously, why can’t men have open minds about politics and money?”
She went on in a worried voice: “I knew he was like this when I met
him at Harvard. He was living in his own house, aloof from the poorer
men--the men who were most worth while, it seemed to me. And when I
told him of the bad effect he was having on these men and on his own
character as well, he said he would do whatever I asked--he even gave
up his house and went to live in a dormitory. So I thought I had some
influence on him. But now, here is the same thing again, only I find
that one can’t take a stand against one’s husband. At least, he doesn’t
admit the right.” She hesitated. “It doesn’t seem loyal to talk about
it.”
“My dear girl,” I said with an impulse of candour, “there isn’t much you
can tell me about that problem. My own marriage went to pieces on that
rock.”
I saw a look of surprise upon her face. “I haven’t told you my story
yet,” I said. “Some day I will--when you feel you know me well enough
for us to exchange confidences.”
There was more than a hint of invitation in this. After a silence, she
said: “One’s instinct is to hide one’s troubles.”
“Sylvia,” I answered, “let me tell you about us. You must realise that
you’ve been a wonderful person to me; you belong to a world I never had
anything to do with, and never expected to get a glimpse of. It’s the
wickedness of our class-civilization that human beings can’t be just
human beings to each other--a king can hardly have a friend. Even after
I’ve overcome the impulse I have to be awed by your luxury and your
grandness; I’m conscious of the fact that everybody else is awed by
them. If I so much as mention that I’ve met you, I see people start and
stare at me--instantly I become a personage. It makes me angry, because
I want to know _you_.”
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