It was plain he must stay no longer where he was, for here was a new
Judicial Error in the very making. It was not so plain where he must go,
for the old Judicial Error, vague as a cloud, appeared to fill the
habitable world; whatever it might be, it watched for him, full-grown, in
Edinburgh; it must have had its birth in San Francisco; it stood guard,
no doubt, like a dragon, at the bank where he should cash his credit; and
though there were doubtless many other places, who should say in which of
them it was not ambushed? No, he could not tell where he was to go; he
must not lose time on these insolubilities. Let him go back to the
beginning. It was plain he must stay no longer where he was. It was
plain, too, that he must not flee as he was, for he could not carry his
portmanteau, and to flee and leave it was to plunge deeper in the mire.
He must go, leave the house unguarded, find a cab, and return—return
after an absence? Had he courage for that?
And just then he spied a stain about a hand’s-breadth on his trouser-leg,
and reached his finger down to touch it. The finger was stained red: it
was blood; he stared upon it with disgust, and awe, and terror, and in
the sharpness of the new sensation, fell instantly to act.
He cleansed his finger in the snow, returned into the house, drew near
with hushed footsteps to the dining-room door, and shut and locked it.
Then he breathed a little freer, for here at least was an oaken barrier
between himself and what he feared. Next, he hastened to his room, tore
off the spotted trousers which seemed in his eyes a link to bind him to
the gallows, flung them in a corner, donned another pair, breathlessly
crammed his night things into his portmanteau, locked it, swung it with
an effort from the ground, and with a rush of relief, came forth again
under the open heavens.
The portmanteau, being of occidental build, was no feather-weight; it had
distressed the powerful Alan; and as for John, he was crushed under its
bulk, and the sweat broke upon him thickly. Twice he must set it down to
rest before he reached the gate; and when he had come so far, he must do
as Alan did, and take his seat upon one corner. Here then, he sat a
while and panted; but now his thoughts were sensibly lightened; now, with
the trunk standing just inside the door, some part of his dissociation
from the house of crime had been effected, and the cabman need not pass
the garden wall. It was wonderful how that relieved him; for the house,
in his eyes, was a place to strike the most cursory beholder with
suspicion, as though the very windows had cried murder.
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