In precisely the same spirit as a man may debate a project to ascend the
Matterhorn or to cross Africa, John considered Alan’s proposal, and,
greatly daring, accepted it. As he walked home, the thoughts of this
excursion out of the safe places of life into the wild and arduous,
stirred and struggled in his imagination with the image of Miss
Mackenzie—incongruous and yet kindred thoughts, for did not each imply
unusual tightening of the pegs of resolution? did not each woo him forth
and warn him back again into himself?
Between these two considerations, at least, he was more than usually
moved; and when he got to Randolph Crescent, he quite forgot the four
hundred pounds in the inner pocket of his greatcoat, hung up the coat,
with its rich freight, upon his particular pin of the hatstand; and in
the very action sealed his doom.
CHAPTER II—IN WHICH JOHN REAPS THE WHIRLWIND
ABOUT half-past ten it was John’s brave good fortune to offer his arm to
Miss Mackenzie, and escort her home. The night was chill and starry; all
the way eastward the trees of the different gardens rustled and looked
black. Up the stone gully of Leith Walk, when they came to cross it, the
breeze made a rush and set the flames of the street-lamps quavering; and
when at last they had mounted to the Royal Terrace, where Captain
Mackenzie lived, a great salt freshness came in their faces from the sea.
These phases of the walk remained written on John’s memory, each
emphasised by the touch of that light hand on his arm; and behind all
these aspects of the nocturnal city he saw, in his mind’s-eye, a picture
of the lighted drawing-room at home where he had sat talking with Flora;
and his father, from the other end, had looked on with a kind and
ironical smile. John had read the significance of that smile, which
might have escaped a stranger. Mr. Nicholson had remarked his son’s
entanglement with satisfaction, tinged by humour; and his smile, if it
still was a thought contemptuous, had implied consent.
At the captain’s door the girl held out her hand, with a certain
emphasis; and John took it and kept it a little longer, and said,
‘Good-night, Flora, dear,’ and was instantly thrown into much fear by his
presumption. But she only laughed, ran up the steps, and rang the bell;
and while she was waiting for the door to open, kept close in the porch,
and talked to him from that point as out of a fortification. She had a
knitted shawl over her head; her blue Highland eyes took the light from
the neighbouring street-lamp and sparkled; and when the door opened and
closed upon her, John felt cruelly alone.
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