She said, “Never, never!” And with pardonable selfishness she cried,
“that dying, as she was, having but a few years of life left she had
built upon these few years for peace and love near the man who had
reclaimed her. To leave him, it would kill her.”
“No, no my child, not kill you. Let us be calm and do not let us
exaggerate. You take for a mortal disease that which is but the fatigue
of a weary life; you will not die before that age when we are all
prepared to die, I hope. I may seem severe, but consider that you have
known my son but for three months, and I will believe that you love him;
but shall your love supplant ours? Shall your love destroy a whole
future, for in staying near my son, you do destroy _his_ future. And
again, are you sure this love will last? Are you sure of yourself? And
if now, a little later, you should dethrone him. And, pardon me--your
past justifies the supposition. Again, can _he_ be sure of himself? Can
you both, at your ages, be sure of yourselves--of your hearts. Consider
this--he who loves you so now, but a little time gone by poured out his
wealth of love on us at home. Hearts will change--does not a man love
his wife more than he loves his parents? Then his children more than his
wife? If nature gives prodigally, she extorts rigorously. I say, you may
be deceiving yourselves, both of you. This is a probability. Now will
you see realities--certainties, for you are listening to me, are you
not?”
She answered him but with a look; a long, terrible, miserable look.
“You are willing to sacrifice all to my son, and what equal sacrifice
can he offer to you? He shall bask in your best years, and later on,
when he is sated--and satiety will come--what shall happen? If he be
worldly, he will spread your past before you and leave you, saying, he
does but as others have done. And if he be an honest man, he will marry
you, or at least not desert you. And this marriage, or this life, not
based on virtue, nor supported by religion, this life, pardonable,
perhaps, in a young man, how shall it be named, when age is creeping on?
For this man, for my son, what ambition dare he breathe, what path is
open to him? What consolation shall this son then be to me--to me, who
have watched and tended him for twenty years? Your love for each
other--it is a passion, the most earthly and wholly human, it is born of
the caprice of one, and the imagination of the other. Your love is a
result, not a cause. What shall remain of it when you are both grown old
and weary? Who assures you that the first wrinkle on your forehead shall
not sweep the veil from his eyes? Who assures you his love shall not
pass away with your youth.”
“OH, THE TRUTH, THE TRUTH?”
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