Still, was he not by birth a Jacobite? a Catholic? and therefore bound
from motives of religion to support a Catholic claimant to the throne?
Moreover, had he not, in his romantic interview with the Pretender,
pledged himself personally to his service? It was too late to retract!
If any attempt were renewed in his favour, he could not but join in
it. Yet the consciousness of being bound in honour to a cause of which
his reason could not thoroughly approve, oppressed him with a sense of
care--almost of guilt.
He was a man who wished strictly to act as honour and as duty might
dictate, and he was not carried away by eager hopefulness, or by
ambition, or by passion. He saw and balanced so nicely the reasons
and arguments on both sides, that he was apt to be dissatisfied with
himself; sometimes to think he was guilty of a dereliction of duty
towards his lawful sovereign, when his clear judgment forced upon him
the thriving condition of his country; at others, to feel that he
was perhaps ready to sacrifice the real good of thousands to his own
private notions of personal honour.
The Lady Nithsdale, with never-failing gentleness, soothed these
wayward feelings, if wayward they may be called, which were so natural
to a conscientious man in times such as those we treat of. She would
chase away his gloom by light and playful converse; she would gather
around him their friends and neighbours, and lure him to forget his
careful thoughts in the pleasing duties of hospitality; or she would
draw his attention to the gambols of their children, the young Lord
Maxwell and the little Lady Anne, and lead him to join in their sports,
and thus lose the sense of the conflicting duties which pressed so
heavily upon his mind. He was always, and at all times, the object
of her thoughts; and the earl in return hung on her as his stay, his
support, his consolation.
The bond of their mutual affection thus became more firmly knit than
if their lives had passed in an uninterrupted flow of happiness. The
affection which is wearied by sadness, or falls off in sorrow, is one
which has taken but shallow root in the heart.
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