His young wife also grieved at the dispersion of their cherished hopes;
but to her, the object of real and deep anxiety was her husband.
Sometimes, when, with folded arms, he would gaze vacantly upon the
blazing fire, his dark brows knit, his lips compressed, his mind
absorbed in sad retrospections and melancholy forebodings, the un-read
book would fall upon her knee, or the needle drop from her hand, as she
watched the expression of his face. On one occasion, when he caught
her eyes thus fixed upon him, a kind but passing smile illumined his
countenance; and addressing her with the low and mellow voice which
first made her maiden heart his own,--"My gentle Winifred," he said,
"you have exchanged a calm and peaceful home, beloved and cheerful
friends, the sister of your affections, and all the joyous carelessness
of youth, for an unsettled country, a troubled land, and a gloomy
husband--who hates himself, dearest, when he thinks his thoughtfulness
and his abstraction can cast a shade of care over that smooth and
tranquil brow----"
"Oh my dear lord!" she exclaimed, as she looked up at him, her eyes
half filled with tears.
Lord Nithsdale continued,--"Or that his moody silence can bring tears
into those dear eyes!" and seating himself beside her, he pressed her
slender hand in his.
"It is not his silence, but my beloved lord's kind words, that have
brought tears into these foolish eyes. I can scarce believe that one so
far above me in wisdom and in knowledge--one whose mind is engrossed by
subjects of such moment, can take so much thought for such an ignorant
child as I am. I often regret my convent education; for I feel, my
lord, that I can be no companion to you; and in these times especially,
when----"
"Wish not yourself other than you are, my love! It is that purity, that
heavenly innocence, that confiding simplicity, which render you in my
eyes so immeasurably superior to all the far-famed beauties of this, or
any other land. What are their charms, their wit, their talents, their
learning, their acquired attractions, to that pure blush which even now
mantles my own sweet Winifred's cheek, to hear her praises, though from
a husband's lips?"
And Winifred was happy; for she found that in truth her unobtrusive
affection, her gentle cares, could alone dispel the gloom which hung
over that beloved husband.
Time, however, changed the nature of his regrets. Lord Nithsdale's
clear understanding could not fail to perceive that his country was
quiet, prosperous, and glorious under the rule of its present monarch;
and the doubt would cross him whether it were the act of a true patriot
to favour the pretensions of one who must necessarily overturn much of
what tended to promote that prosperity.
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