“It seems to me, Tarr, that you know more Germans than I do. But _you’re
ashamed of it_. Hence your attack. I met a Fräulein Fierspitz the other
day, a German, who claimed to know you. I am always meeting Germans who
know you. She also referred to you as the ‘official fiancé’ of Fräulein
Lunken.—Are you an ‘official fiancé’? And if so, what is that, may I
ask?”
Tarr was taken aback, it was evident. Hobson laughed stridently. The real
man emerging, he came over quickly on another wave.
“You not only get to know Germans, crowds of them, on the sly; you make
your bosom friend of them, engage yourself to them in marriage and make
Heaven knows how many more solemn pacts, covenants, and agreements.—It’s
bound all to come out some day. What will you do then?”
Tarr was recovering gracefully from his relapse into discomfort. If ever
taken off his guard, he made a clever use immediately afterwards of
his _naïveté_. He beamed on his slip. He would swallow it tranquilly,
assimilating it, with ostentation, to himself. When some personal
weakness slipped out he would pick it up unabashed, look at it smilingly,
and put it back in his pocket.
“As you know,” he soon replied, “‘engagement’ is an euphemism. And, as
a matter of fact, my girl publicly announced the breaking off of our
engagement yesterday.”
He looked a complete child, head thrown up as though proclaiming
something he had reason to be particularly proud of.—Hobson laughed
convulsively, cracking his yellow fingers.
“Yes, it is funny, if you look at it in that way.—I let her announce
our engagement or the reverse just as she likes. That has been our
arrangement from the start. I never know at any given time whether
I am engaged or not. I leave all that sort of thing entirely in her
hands. After a severe quarrel I am pretty certain that I am temporarily
unattached, the link publicly severed somewhere or other.”
“Possibly that is what is meant by ‘official fiancé’?”
“Very likely.”
He had been hustled—through his vanity, the Cairo Cantabian
thought—somewhere where the time could be passed. He did not hesitate
to handle Tarr’s curiosities.—It is a graceful compliment to offer the
nectar of some ulcer to your neighbour. The modern man understands
his udders and taps.—With an obscene heroism Tarr displayed his. His
companion wrenched at it with malice. Tarr pulled a wry face once or
twice at the other’s _sans gêne_. But he was proud of what he could
stand. He had a hazy image of a shrewd old countryman in contact with the
sharpness of the town. He would not shrink. He would roughly outstrip his
visitor.—“Ay, I have this the matter with me—a funny complaint?—and that,
and that, too.—What then?—Do you want me to race you to that hill?”
He obtruded complacently all he had most to be ashamed of, conscious of
the power of an obsessing weakness.
* * * * *
“Will you go so far in this clandestine life of yours as to _marry_
anybody?” Hobson proceeded.
“No.”
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