Hobson stared with bright meditative sweetness down the boulevard.
“I think there must be a great difference between your way of approaching
Germans and mine,” he said.
“Ay: it is different things that takes us respectively amongst them.”
“You like the national flavour, all the same.”
“I like the national flavour!”—Tarr had a way of beginning a reply with
a parrot-like echo of the words of the other party to the dialogue;
also of repeating _sotto voce_ one of his own sentences, a mechanical
rattle following on without stop. “Sex is nationalized more than any
other essential of life. In this it is just the opposite to art.—There
is much pork and philosophy in German sex.—But then if it is the sex you
are after, it does not say you want to identify your being with your
appetite. Quite the opposite. The condition of continued enjoyment is to
resist assimilation.—A man is the opposite of his appetite.”
“Surely, a man _is_ his appetite.”
“No, a man is always his _last_ appetite, or his appetite before last;
and that is no longer an appetite.—But nobody _is_ anything, or life
would be intolerable, the human race collapse.—You are me, I am you.—The
Present is the furthest projection of our steady appetite. Imagination,
like a general, keeps behind. Imagination is the man.”
“_What_ is the Present?” Hobson asked politely, with much aspirating,
sitting up a little and slightly offering his ear.
But Tarr only repeated things arbitrarily. He proceeded:
“Sex is a monstrosity. It is the arch abortion of this filthy
universe.—How ‘old-fashioned!’—eh, my fashionable friend?—We are all
optimists to-day, aren’t we? God’s in his Heaven, all’s well with the
world! I am a pessimist, Hobson. But I’m a new sort of pessimist.—I think
I am the sort that will please!—I am the Panurgic-Pessimist, drunken with
the laughing-gas of the Abyss. I gaze on squalor and idiocy, and the more
I see it, the more I like it.—Flaubert built up his _Bouvard et Pécuchet_
with maniacal and tireless hands. It took him ten years. That was a long
draught of stodgy laughter from the gases that rise from the dung-heap?
He had an appetite like an elephant for this form of mirth. But he
grumbled and sighed over his food.—I take it in my arms and bury my face
in it!”
As Tarr’s temperament spread its wings, whirling him menacingly and
mockingly above Hobson’s head, the Cantab philosopher did not think it
necessary to reply.—He was not winged himself.—He watched Tarr looping
the loop above him. He was a drole bird! He wondered, as he watched him,
if he was a _sound_ bird, or _homme-oiseau_. People believed in him. His
Exhibition flights attracted attention. What sort of prizes could he
expect to win by his professional talents? Would this notable _ambitieux_
be satisfied?
The childish sport proceeded, with serious intervals.
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