Ten Days in a Mad-House; or, Nellie Bly's Experience on Blackwell's Island.: Feigning Insanity in Order to Reveal Asylum Horrors. The Trying Ordeal of the New York World's Girl Correspondent.Bly, Nellie
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Ten Days in a Mad-House; or, Nellie Bly's Experience on Blackwell's Island.: Feigning Insanity in Order to Reveal Asylum Horrors. The Trying Ordeal of the New York World's Girl Correspondent.
Bly, Nellie
Bly, Nellie, 1864-1922; Mentally ill -- Commitment and detention -- New York (State) -- History -- 19th century; N.Y. City Lunatic Asylum; Psychiatric hospital care -- New York (State) -- History -- 19th century; Psychiatric hospitals -- New York (State) -- History -- 19th century; Women -- Mental h
The water was ice-cold, and I again began to protest. How useless it all
was! I begged, at least, that the patients be made to go away, but was
ordered to shut up. The crazy woman began to scrub me. I can find no
other word that will express it but scrubbing. From a small tin pan she
took some soft soap and rubbed it all over me, even all over my face and
my pretty hair. I was at last past seeing or speaking, although I had
begged that my hair be left untouched. Rub, rub, rub, went the old
woman, chattering to herself. My teeth chattered and my limbs were
goose-fleshed and blue with cold. Suddenly I got, one after the other,
three buckets of water over my head—ice-cold water, too—into my eyes, my
ears, my nose and my mouth. I think I experienced some of the sensations
of a drowning person as they dragged me, gasping, shivering and quaking,
from the tub. For once I did look insane. I caught a glance of the
indescribable look on the faces of my companions, who had witnessed my
fate and knew theirs was surely following. Unable to control myself at
the absurd picture I presented, I burst into roars of laughter. They put
me, dripping wet, into a short canton flannel slip, labeled across the
extreme end in large black letters, “Lunatic Asylum, B. I., H. 6.” The
letters meant Blackwell’s Island, Hall 6.
By this time Miss Mayard had been undressed, and, much as I hated my
recent bath, I would have taken another if by it I could have saved her
the experience. Imagine plunging that sick girl into a cold bath when it
made me, who has never been ill, shake as if with ague. I heard her
explain to Miss Grupe that her head was still sore from her illness. Her
hair was short and had mostly come out, and she asked that the crazy
woman be made to rub more gently, but Miss Grupe said:
“There isn’t much fear of hurting you. Shut up, or you’ll get it worse.”
Miss Mayard did shut up, and that was my last look at her for the night.
I was hurried into a room where there were six beds, and had been put
into bed when some one came along and jerked me out again, saying:
“Nellie Brown has to be put in a room alone to-night, for I suppose
she’s noisy.”
I was taken to room 28 and left to try and make an impression on the
bed. It was an impossible task. The bed had been made high in the center
and sloping on either side. At the first touch my head flooded the
pillow with water, and my wet slip transferred some of its dampness to
the sheet. When Miss Grupe came in I asked if I could not have a
night-gown.
“We have no such things in this institution,” she said.
“I do not like to sleep without,” I replied.
“Well, I don’t care about that,” she said. “You are in a public
institution now, and you can’t expect to get anything. This is charity,
and you should be thankful for what you get.”
“But the city pays to keep these places up,” I urged, “and pays people
to be kind to the unfortunates brought here.”
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