I have endeavored, in previous portions of this history, to delineate
faithfully the character of Mr. Aubrey--one (how idle and childish would
have been the attempt!) by no means _perfect_, yet with very high
qualities. He was a man of noble simplicity of character, generous,
confiding, sincere, affectionate: possessing a profound sense of
religion, _really influencing his conduct in life;_ an intellect of a
superior order, of a practical turn, of a masculine strength--as had
been evidenced by his successful academical career, his thorough mastery
of some of the most important and difficult branches of human knowledge,
and by his aptitude for public business. He was at the same time
possessed of a sensibility that was certainly excessive. He had a morbid
tendency to pensiveness, if not melancholy, which, with a feeble
_physical_ constitution, was partly derived from his mother, and partly
accounted for by the species of life which he had led. From his early
youth he had been addicted to close and severe study, which had given
permanence and strength to his naturally contemplative turn. He had not,
moreover, with too many possessed of his means and station, entered,
just at the dawn and bloom of manhood, upon that course of dissipation
which is a sure and speedy means of destroying "the freshness of thought
and of feeling," which "never again can be theirs," and inducing a
_lowered tone_ of feeling, and a callousness which some seem to consider
necessary to enable them to pass through life easily and agreeably. He,
on the contrary, had stepped out of the gloom and solitude of the
cloister into the pure and peaceful region of domestic life, with all
its hallowed and unutterable tendernesses, where the affections grew
luxuriantly; in the constant society of such women as his mother, his
sister, his wife, and latterly his lovely children. Then he was
possessed, all this while, of a fine fortune--one which placed him far
beyond the necessity for anxiety or exertion. With such tastes as these,
such a temperament as his, and leading such a life as his, is it
surprising that the tone of his feelings should have become somewhat
relaxed? The three or four years which he had spent in Parliament, when
he plunged into its fierce and absorbing excitement with characteristic
ardor and determination, though calculated to sharpen the faculties, and
draw forth the resources of his intellect, subjected him to those
alternations of elevation and depression, those extremes of action and
reaction, which were not calculated to _correct_ his morbid tendencies.
Therefore came there up to him a messenger from Heaven, with trouble and
affliction in his countenance, telling him to descend from the happy
solitude of his high mountain, into the dismal hubbub and conflict in
the plain beneath. He came down with humility and awe, and with reverent
resignation; and was--instantly surrounded!--
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