Tennyson, Alfred Tennyson, Baron, 1809-1892 -- Friends and associates
consoling aspirations is presented in the touching fragment of the old
Greek poet Moschus which no doubt expresses the scepticism of the
ancient world--I give a free translation:
Aye, aye the garden mallows, mint and thyme
When they have wither'd in the winter clime,
After a little space do reappear,
And live again and see another year:
But we, the brave, the noble, and the wise,
When once for all pale Death hath closed our eyes,
Sink into dread oblivion dark and deep,
The everlasting, never-waking sleep.
With the approach of death he seemed to himself to undergo a kind of
physical regeneration.
"Apropos to spiritual matters," he writes in 1890, "I have had
recently for several consecutive days some very strange experiences.
One morning I awoke and seemed to have lost my natural memory. Objects
daily presented to me for years seemed no longer familiar as of
old--but as when a man after years of travel returning to his home and
the chamber he formerly occupied takes some time and labour of thought
to bring back to his recollection the whereabouts of objects once (as
it were) instinctively known to him--I had the same difficulty in
recovering my relations to my own surroundings. And this for days was
supplemented by a strange sense of having been far away and conversant
with wonderful things--movements and tumults--which only immeasurable
distance deadened to my perception like great music borne away by the
wind. Ever and anon there flashed up within me what I can only
describe symbolically as Iridescences of feeling as when the prismatic
colours of a rainbow succeed one another, or the coloured lights in
Pyrotechnics cause objects in midnight darkness to assume their own
hues. But all this, wonderful though it may seem, is not the only
change that has come upon me--I am happy to say that simultaneously
with these phenomena a revolution in my spiritual economy of far
greater moment has, I believe, taken place. I have always prayed for
that regeneration, or second birth ('Thou must be born again,' said
the Lord to Nicodemus), to be shielded from selfhood--and as the
divine answer to such prayers continually repeated, I can declare,
without any self-delusion, that the answer has actually been a
sensible change in the nature of my affections. Never have I felt
towards those around me, such tender inclinations, such earnest desire
to do them all possible good regardless of self-interest, such a
spirit of forgiveness of any wrongs; and my earnest prayerful
thankfulness for such inestimable benefits has been invariably
acknowledged by that Voice from the Lord Himself by which He has
repeatedly ratified to my spiritual ear His promise of blessing and
the continuation thereof--and that 'Thou hast nothing to fear, for I
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