It was all very devastatingly brilliant, but perhaps it was a little too
reminiscent of an undergraduate debate. It was Severn himself, rather
than what he said, that impressed. He _had_ succeeded; he _had_ made
himself rich; those were the realest arguments. He had, in fact, done
just what he liked with the world, and it had rewarded him far more
generously than it did those who tamely let it do just what it liked
with them. Yet, for all that, I found his arguments stimulating rather
than convincing. Perhaps if he had been aiming them principally at me,
they would have been different and more effective. But they weren't
aimed at me. Terry was the target; and with him they certainly
succeeded. Terry hadn't been an undergraduate at one of the older
universities, and hadn't ever sat up till dawn shattering morality to
bits and remoulding it nearer to the heart's desire. Severn's ideas were
different not only in degree but in kind from any he had heard before,
and the result was naturally severe.
All this leads up to what Helen did. (Yes, I _must_ call her Helen.)
Severn, just before we left, had called me into his study for a farewell
whisky. He was in high good humour. "You fellows think I've been joking
all the time," he said, "but I haven't.... Only _some_ of the time." He
laughed. "For instance, when I talked about Terry going abroad to Paris
or Vienna or somewhere, I really meant it. I think it would be a
splendid chance for him.... You might ask him, as you go home, how he'd
care to have a few years working with Karelsky. He'll know who Karelsky
is."
While we were drinking and chatting he had to answer the telephone. The
matter, I gathered, was of a rather private nature, so I edged away
towards the doorway that looked into the hall.
And then I saw Terry. His back was towards me, and in front of him,
almost hidden from my sight by his tall and upright body, was Helen. The
lights in the hall were very subdued, and all I could see of her
distinctly was the knuckle of her right hand as she held the lapel of
his coat.
She had been talking to him earnestly, and I caught what was evidently a
final remark. "... and you mustn't take any notice of him, Terry--you
_mustn't_.... I'd _hate_ you to be influenced by him at all...." Only
that, whispered very eagerly.
He said nothing in reply, and then suddenly, glancing over his shoulder
with a little side-movement of her head, she saw me. I know she did,
although at that moment I had almost withdrawn myself into the study. It
was not deliberate eavesdropping, anyhow.
IV
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