She went back to the edge of the road, there was not a soul in sight,
as far as the eye could reach. Some one rang the bell for her at the
kitchen door. Perhaps the lamp would have to be lit that evening, she
thought. Indeed, this rather haggard-looking girl felt she was living
in as deep a silence as her deaf companion, who sat motionless with her
hands crossed before her on the table-cloth.
* * * * *
But what would Bernard make of this vague world, Bernard who belonged
to the blind and ruthless race of men who know their own minds? As
soon as she began, Thérèse thought, he would break in with: “Well, why
did you marry me, then? I wasn’t running after you.” It was certainly
true that he had shown no signs of impatience. Thérèse remembered that
Bernard’s mother, Madame Victor de la Trave, used to unburden herself
to the casual visitor somewhat as follows:
“He was quite ready to wait, but she would have him. No, she’s not
_quite_ all we could wish, I’m sorry to say: for instance, she smokes
far too much,--just a pose, of course. But she’s a good girl and
absolutely straightforward: and we shall soon put a few wholesome ideas
into her head. Of course, there _are_ disadvantages about the marriage.
Yes, her grandmother Bellade,--I know all about it, but that’s all
forgotten now, isn’t it? Indeed it wasn’t really a scandal, it was so
carefully hushed up. Do you believe in heredity? The father has no
religion, of course, but he has always set her an excellent example: a
saint in a tweed suit, so it seems. Besides, he’s a most influential
person and one needs all the help one can get in these days. There’s
always something one has to ignore. And--strange as it may seem--she is
richer than we are! And she worships Bernard, which is all to the good.”
It was true,--she had worshipped Bernard: no attitude called for less
effort on her part. As they sat in the drawing-room at Argelouse, or
lay under the oak trees, she had only to look up at him with eyes that
she knew so well how to fill with amorous innocence. Such a victim at
his feet flattered the young gentleman but did not surprise him. “Don’t
play with her,” his mother would say to him, “she’s eating her heart
out.”
“I married him because....”
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