Thérèse, with bent brows and her hand over her eyes, tried to remember.
There was the childish joy of becoming Anne’s sister-in-law. But it
was Anne who was especially delighted with the idea: such a bond meant
little to Thérèse. There was indeed another motive,--and why should
she blush for it? She was far from indifferent to Bernard’s five
thousand acres. It was always said of her that “property was in her
blood.” At the end of interminable dinners, when the liqueurs were put
on the table, Thérèse often stayed behind with the men, absorbed in
their talk about tenants, pit props, resin and turpentine. Valuations
and estimates roused her to enthusiasm. The lordship over so vast a
stretch of forest had certainly dazzled her. Besides, she thought, he,
too, had fallen in love with her pines. But perhaps Thérèse had been
influenced by a deeper feeling which she now tried to bring to light:
in this marriage she had possibly looked less for power and possessions
than safety. Surely it was something like panic that had hurried her
into it. She had shown the practical instincts of a housewife from her
earliest childhood, and she was impatient to occupy her proper place in
life and society, once and for all. She wanted to be protected against
she knew not what. She had never seemed so sensible as at the time of
her betrothal: she was becoming part of the family unit, part of the
social scheme: she was entering an Order. She was flying for safety.
* * * * *
In that springtime of their betrothal they were walking along the sandy
road that leads from Argelouse to Vilméja. The dead leaves on the oak
trees still stained the pure azure of the sky: the ground was strewn
with dead ferns, and the acid green of the new shoots could be seen
here and there above the surface. “Mind your cigarette,” said Bernard,
“you might very well start a fire: the soil is quite dried up.”
She asked him whether it was true that ferns contained prussic acid:
Bernard said he did not know whether they contained enough to poison
any one, and enquired affectionately whether she wanted to die: and
she laughed. He expressed the hope that she would try and be more
natural: and Thérèse remembered that she had shut her eyes, while two
great hands clasped her small head, and a voice said in her ear: “There
are still some notions inside this that shouldn’t be there.” And she
answered: “Then you must get rid of them, Bernard.”
They watched the builders adding another room to the farm-house at
Vilméja. The owners, who came from Bordeaux, wanted to get it ready for
their youngest son who, they were told, had got consumption and could
not last long. His sister had gone the same way. Bernard looked on the
Azévédos with the utmost contempt. “They swear by all that’s holy,”
said he, “that they are not of Jewish extraction, but you have only
got to look at them! Consumption, too, and Heaven knows what else.”
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