foreign nurse might be who is pampered for the quality of her milk. The
La Traves revered in me a sacred vessel: the mould which held their
offspring; there was not a doubt that, if necessity arose, they would
have sacrificed me to the life I held within me. I lost the feeling of
individual existence. I was nothing more than the branch that bore the
fruit which, in the family’s opinion, was all that counted.”
* * * * *
“Until the end of December we had to live in darkness. And as if the
darkness of the pines were not enough, rain unceasing encompassed the
gloomy house with its myriad moving rods. When the only road to Saint
Clair threatened to become impassable, I was conveyed into the town,
where the house was hardly less dark than that of Argelouse. The old
plane trees on the Square still defended their leaves against the
gusts of wind and rain. Aunt Clara, who could not live anywhere but
at Argelouse, was not able to look after me: but she often made the
journey, in any sort of weather, in her rustic dog-cart, and brought me
all those little dainties that I used to be so fond of as a girl, and
that she thought I still liked, little grey balls of rye and honey,
called _miques_: and the cake that goes by the name of _fougasse_ or
_roumadjade_. I only saw Anne at meals, and she never spoke to me now:
resigned, so it would seem, and broken, she had lost all her youthful
freshness at a blow. Her hair, drawn too far back, revealed ugly pallid
ears. The Deguilhem boy’s name was not mentioned, but Madame de la
Trave asserted that if Anne did not yet say yes, neither did she say
no. Ah! Jean had judged her rightly: it had not taken long to bridle
her and break her in. Bernard was not so well because he had begun to
drink _aperitifs_ again.
“What did these creatures round me talk about? They discussed the
clergyman a great deal, I remember (we lived opposite the presbytery).
They wondered, for instance, ‘why he had crossed the Square six times
in the course of the day, and each time he had had to come back a
different way.’”
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