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On hearing these words, Thais fell on her knees, and burst into tears.
Half-forgotten recollections of Ahmes returned to her mind. On the
memory of this obscure, gentle, and unfortunate man, the blaze of
candles, the perfume of roses, the clouds of incense, the music of
hymns, the piety of souls, threw all the charms of glory. Thais thought
in the dazzling glare--
“He was good, and now he has become great and glorious. Why is it that
he is elevated above other men? What is this unknown thing which is more
than riches or pleasure?”
She rose slowly, and turned towards the tomb of the saint who had loved
her, those violet eyes, now filled with tears which glittered in the
candle-light; then, with bowed head, humble, slow, and the last, with
those lips on which so many desires hung, she kissed the stone of the
slave’s tomb.
When she returned to her house, she found Nicias, who, with his hair
perfumed, and his tunic thrown open, was reading a treatise on morals
whilst waiting for her. He advanced with open arms.
“Naughty Thais,” he said, in a laughing voice, “whilst I was waiting for
you to come, do you know what I saw in this manuscript, written by the
gravest of Stoics? Precepts of virtue and noble maxims: No! On the staid
papyrus, I saw dance thousands and thousands of little Thaises. Each was
no bigger than my finger, and yet their grace was infinite, and all were
the only Thais. There were some who flaunted in mantles of purple and
gold; others, like a white cloud, floated in the air in transparent
drapery. Others again, motionless and divinely nude, the better to
inspire pleasure, expressed no thought. Lastly, there were two, hand in
hand; two so alike that it was impossible to distinguish one from
the other. Both smiled. The first said, ‘I am love.’ The other, ‘I am
death.’”
Thus speaking, he pressed Thais in his arms, and not noticing the
sullen look in her downcast eyes, he went on adding thought to thought,
heedless of the fact that they were all lost upon her.
“Yes, when I had before my eyes the line in which it was written,
‘Nothing should deter you from improving your mind,’ I read, ‘The kisses
of Thais are warmer than fire, and sweeter than honey.’ That is how
a philosopher reads the books of other philosophers--and that is your
fault, you naughty child. It is true that, as long as we are what we
are, we shall never find anything but our own thoughts in the thoughts
of others, and that all of us are somewhat inclined to read books as I
have read this one.”
She did not hear him; her soul was still before the Nubian’s tomb. As he
heard her sigh, he kissed her on the neck, and said--
“Do not be sad, my child. We are never happy in this world, except when
we forget the world.
“Come, let us cheat life--it is sure to take its revenge. Come, let us
love!”
But she pushed him away.
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