Christian women saints -- Fiction; Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; Courtesans -- Fiction; Egypt -- Fiction; Hermits -- Fiction
“_We_ love!” she cried bitterly. “_You_ never loved any one. And _I_
do not love _you_! No! I do not love you! I hate you! Go! I hate you!
I curse and despise all who are happy, and all who are rich! Go! Go!
Goodness is only found amongst the unfortunate. When I was a child I
knew a black slave who died on the cross. He was good; he was filled
with love, and he knew the secret of life. You are not worthy to wash
his feet. Go! I never wish to see you again!”
She threw herself on her face on the carpet, and passed the night
sobbing and weeping, and forming resolutions to live, in future, like
Saint Theodore, in poverty and humbleness.
The next day, she devoted herself again to those pleasures to which she
was addicted. As she knew that her beauty, though still intact, would
not last very long, she hastened to derive all the enjoyment and all the
fame she could from it. At the theatre, where she acted and studied more
than ever, she gave life to the imagination of sculptors, painters, and
poets. Recognising that there was in the attitudes, movements, and walk
of the actress, an idea of the divine harmony which rules the spheres,
wise men and philosophers considered that such perfect grace was
a virtue in itself, and said, “Thais also is a geometrician!” The
ignorant, the poor, the humble, and the timid before whom she consented
to appear, regarded her as a blessing from heaven. Yet she was sad
amidst all the praise she received, and dreaded death more than ever.
Nothing was able to set her mind at rest, not even her house and
gardens, which were celebrated, and a proverb throughout the city.
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