That Unfortunate Marriage, Vol. 1Trollope, Frances Eleanor
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That Unfortunate Marriage, Vol. 1
Trollope, Frances Eleanor
Social classes -- England -- Fiction
The choice made was, as has been said, very fortunate for May. Mrs. Drax
had the manners of a gentlewoman, and more amiability than could perhaps
have been reasonably expected to survive a long struggle with her
special world--a world of parents and guardians, who held, for the most
part, a liberal view of her duties and a niggardly one of her rights.
Here little May Cheffington remained as a pupil for nearly eight years.
During the first half of that time she sometimes spent her holidays with
the dowager at Richmond, and sometimes in Brighton under the care of
Mrs. Drax. She preferred the latter. Old Mrs. Cheffington did not treat
the child with any active unkindness; but she showed her no tenderness.
The little girl was usually left to the care of her grand-mother's
maid--an elderly woman, to whom this young creature was merely an extra
burthen not considered in her wages. The child passed many a lonely hour
in the garden, or beside the dining-room fire with a book, unheeded. Her
aunt Pauline she only saw at rare intervals. She had a confused sense of
innocently causing much sorrow to Mrs. Dormer-Smith, who seemed always
to be afflicted (why, May did not for several years understand) by the
sight of her clothes; and who used to complain softly to the dowager
that "the poor dear child was lamentably dressed." But, on the whole,
she retained a rather agreeable impression of her aunt, as being pretty
and gentle, and kissing her kindly when they met.
Then came the dowager's death, the sudden journey to Oldchester, and the
first acquaintance with that unknown Grandmother Dobbs, whose very name
she had heard uttered only in a reproachful tone by the dowager, or in a
hushed voice by the dowager's elderly maid, speaking as one who names a
hereditary malady. And to this _taboo_ Grandmother Dobbs the neglected
child soon gave the warm love of a very grateful and affectionate
nature. May did not know or guess that she was a burthen on her
grand-mother's means, nor would the knowledge have increased her
gratitude at that time. It was the fostering affection which the child
was thankful for. She nestled in it like a half-fledged bird in the warm
shelter of the mother's wing. She was not timid or reserved by
temperament; but the circumstances of her life had given her a certain
repressed air. That disappeared now like hoar-frost in the sunshine. She
was like a young plant whose growth had been arrested by a too chilly
atmosphere. She burgeoned and bloomed into the natural joyousness of
childhood, which needs, above all things, the warmth of love, and cannot
be healthily nurtured by any artificial heat.
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