The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes — John Shaqi
The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
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“It’s not easy to know what she would be at, either, in any given
instance. For the rest, spotlessly honourable. A delightful,
aristocratic old lady. Only poor.”
A bump at the door silenced him and immediately Mr. John Blunt, Captain
of Cavalry in the Army of Legitimity, first-rate cook (as to one dish at
least), and generous host, entered clutching the necks of four more
bottles between the fingers of his hand.
“I stumbled and nearly smashed the lot,” he remarked casually. But even
I, with all my innocence, never for a moment believed he had stumbled
accidentally. During the uncorking and the filling up of glasses a
profound silence reigned; but neither of us took it seriously—any more
than his stumble.
“One day,” he went on again in that curiously flavoured voice of his, “my
mother took a heroic decision and made up her mind to get up in the
middle of the night. You must understand my mother’s phraseology. It
meant that she would be up and dressed by nine o’clock. This time it was
not Versoy that was commanded for attendance, but I. You may imagine how
delighted I was. . . .”
It was very plain to me that Blunt was addressing himself exclusively to
Mills: Mills the mind, even more than Mills the man. It was as if Mills
represented something initiated and to be reckoned with. I, of course,
could have no such pretensions. If I represented anything it was a
perfect freshness of sensations and a refreshing ignorance, not so much
of what life may give one (as to that I had some ideas at least) but of
what it really contains. I knew very well that I was utterly
insignificant in these men’s eyes. Yet my attention was not checked by
that knowledge. It’s true they were talking of a woman, but I was yet at
the age when this subject by itself is not of overwhelming interest. My
imagination would have been more stimulated probably by the adventures
and fortunes of a man. What kept my interest from flagging was Mr. Blunt
himself. The play of the white gleams of his smile round the suspicion
of grimness of his tone fascinated me like a moral incongruity.
So at the age when one sleeps well indeed but does feel sometimes as if
the need of sleep were a mere weakness of a distant old age, I kept
easily awake; and in my freshness I was kept amused by the contrast of
personalities, of the disclosed facts and moral outlook with the rough
initiations of my West-Indian experience. And all these things were
dominated by a feminine figure which to my imagination had only a
floating outline, now invested with the grace of girlhood, now with the
prestige of a woman; and indistinct in both these characters. For these
two men had _seen_ her, while to me she was only being “presented,”
elusively, in vanishing words, in the shifting tones of an unfamiliar
voice.
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