The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 14, No. 81, July, 1864: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 14, No. 81, July, 1864: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
Various
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He laughed, a low, constrained laugh, holding my shoulders as if I were
a bit of a child.
"God knows you are enough, Hetty. I never thought He'd send me this. Rob
has been talking to you? He"----
"He is bitter."
"He loves me,--poor Rob!"
"Tell me of those people that hurt you, as he says."
It was a prurient, morbid curiosity that had seized me. A sort of shiver
ran over his frame.
"Eh, what, Hetty?"--in a low voice. "Let that go, let that
go,"--standing silent a moment, looking down. "Why would we bring them
back, and hack over the old dead faults? Had _she_ no pain to bear? We
couldn't find that out to speak for her. But God knows it."
I might have known how my question would have ended; for, always, he
covered over the ill-doing of others with a nervous haste, with the
charity of a man himself sharply sensitive to pain.
"It is healthful to go back to past pain," I said, half dissatisfied.
"Is it so?"--doubtfully, as he turned away with me. "I don't know,
child. Now and then He has to punish us, or cut out a cancer maybe. But
for going back to gloat over the cure or the whip-lash----No; it will
keep us busy enough to find good air and food, every minute for itself";
and, with a ruddy, genial smile, he had stooped and kissed my forehead.
A year had passed since that night. I was standing on the same porch,
but I was alone now. My husband sat a few feet from me in his old
easy-chair, but no gulf could have parted us so wide and deeply. Robert
Manning had said I would have but one chance. Well, I had had it, and it
was gone. So I stood there, looking quietly at him and Jacky and the
boy. The child had pushed his father's wig off, and his bare head with
its thin iron-gray hair fell forward on his breast, resting on Teddy's
sleeping cheek. I saw now how broad and sad the forehead was,--the quiet
dignity on the whole face. Yet it had been such a simple-hearted thing
to do,--to buy that wig to please me! One of those little follies the
like of which would never come again.
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