MRS. AMBIENT left me and went to meet them; she stopped and had a few
words with her husband that I didn’t hear and that ended in her taking
the child by the hand and returning with him to the house. Her husband
joined me in a moment, looking, I thought, the least bit conscious and
constrained, and said that if I would come in with him he would show me
my room. In looking back upon these first moments of my visit I find it
important to avoid the error of appearing to have at all fully measured
his situation from the first or made out the signs of things mastered
only afterwards. This later knowledge throws a backward light and makes
me forget that, at least on the occasion of my present reference—I mean
that first afternoon—Mark Ambient struck me as only enviable. Allowing
for this he must yet have failed of much expression as we walked back to
the house, though I remember well the answer he made to a remark of mine
on his small son.
“That’s an extraordinary little boy of yours. I’ve never seen such a
child.”
“Why,” he asked while we went, “do you call him extraordinary?”
“He’s so beautiful, so fascinating. He’s like some perfect little work
of art.”
He turned quickly in the passage, grasping my arm. “Oh don’t call him
that, or you’ll—you’ll—!”
But in his hesitation he broke off suddenly, laughing at my surprise.
Immediately afterwards, however, he added: “You’ll make his little future
very difficult.”
I declared that I wouldn’t for the world take any liberties with his
little future—it seemed to me to hang by threads of such delicacy. I
should only be highly interested in watching it.
“You Americans are very keen,” he commented on this. “You notice more
things than we do.”
“Ah if you want visitors who aren’t struck with you,” I cried, “you
shouldn’t have asked me down here!”
He showed me my room, a little bower of chintz, with open windows where
the light was green, and before he left me said irrelevantly: “As for my
small son, you know, we shall probably kill him between us before we’ve
done with him!” And he made this assertion as if he really believed it,
without any appearance of jest, his fine near-sighted expressive eyes
looking straight into mine.
“Do you mean by spoiling him?”
“No, by fighting for him!”
“You had better give him to me to keep for you,” I said. “Let me remove
the apple of discord!”
It was my extravagance of course, but he had the air of being perfectly
serious. “It would be quite the best thing we could do. I should be all
ready to do it.”
“I’m greatly obliged to you for your confidence.”
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