But he lingered with his hands in his pockets. I felt as if within a few
moments I had, morally speaking, taken several steps nearer to him. He
looked weary, just as he faced me then, looked preoccupied and as if
there were something one might do for him. I was terribly conscious of
the limits of my young ability, but I wondered what such a service might
be, feeling at bottom nevertheless that the only thing I could do for him
was to like him. I suppose he guessed this and was grateful for what was
in my mind, since he went on presently: “I haven’t the advantage of being
an American, but I also notice a little, and I’ve an idea that”—here he
smiled and laid his hand on my shoulder—“even counting out your
nationality you’re not destitute of intelligence. I’ve only known you
half an hour, but—!” For which again he pulled up. “You’re very young,
after all.”
“But you may treat me as if I could understand you!” I said; and before
he left me to dress for dinner he had virtually given me a promise that
he would.
When I went down into the drawing-room—I was very punctual—I found that
neither my hostess nor my host had appeared. A lady rose from a sofa,
however, and inclined her head as I rather surprisedly gazed at her. “I
daresay you don’t know me,” she said with the modern laugh. “I’m Mark
Ambient’s sister.” Whereupon I shook hands with her, saluting her very
low. Her laugh was modern—by which I mean that it consisted of the vocal
agitation serving between people who meet in drawing-rooms as the solvent
of social disparities, the medium of transitions; but her appearance
was—what shall I call it?—medieval. She was pale and angular, her long
thin face was inhabited by sad dark eyes and her black hair intertwined
with golden fillets and curious clasps. She wore a faded velvet robe
which clung to her when she moved and was “cut,” as to the neck and
sleeves, like the garments of old Italians. She suggested a symbolic
picture, something akin even to Dürer’s Melancholia, and was so perfect
an image of a type which I, in my ignorance, supposed to be extinct, that
while she rose before me I was almost as much startled as if I had seen a
ghost. I afterwards concluded that Miss Ambient wasn’t incapable of
deriving pleasure from this weird effect, and I now believe that
reflexion concerned in her having sunk again to her seat with her long
lean but not ungraceful arms locked together in an archaic manner on her
knees and her mournful eyes addressing me a message of intentness which
foreshadowed what I was subsequently to suffer. She was a singular
fatuous artificial creature, and I was never more than half to penetrate
her motives and mysteries. Of one thing I’m sure at least: that they
were considerably less insuperable than her appearance announced. Miss
Ambient was a restless romantic disappointed spinster, consumed with the
love of Michael-Angelesque attitudes and mystical robes; but I’m now
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