He told me more about his wife before we arrived at the gate of home, and
if he be judged to have aired overmuch his grievance I’m afraid I must
admit that he had some of the foibles as well as the gifts of the
artistic temperament; adding, however, instantly that hitherto, to the
best of my belief, he had rarely let this particular cat out of the bag.
“She thinks me immoral—that’s the long and short of it,” he said as we
paused outside a moment and his hand rested on one of the bars of his
gate; while his conscious expressive perceptive eyes—the eyes of a
foreigner, I had begun to account them, much more than of the usual
Englishman—viewing me now evidently as quite a familiar friend, took part
in the declaration. “It’s very strange when one thinks it all over, and
there’s a grand comicality in it that I should like to bring out. She’s
a very nice woman, extraordinarily well-behaved, upright and clever and
with a tremendous lot of good sense about a good many matters. Yet her
conception of a novel—she has explained it to me once or twice, and she
doesn’t do it badly as exposition—is a thing so false that it makes me
blush. It’s a thing so hollow, so dishonest, so lying, in which life is
so blinked and blinded, so dodged and disfigured, that it makes my ears
burn. It’s two different ways of looking at the whole affair,” he
repeated, pushing open the gate. “And they’re irreconcilable!” he added
with a sigh. We went forward to the house, but on the walk, half-way to
the door, he stopped and said to me: “If you’re going into this kind of
thing there’s a fact you should know beforehand; it may save you some
disappointment. There’s a hatred of art, there’s a hatred of
literature—I mean of the genuine kinds. Oh the shams—those they’ll
swallow by the bucket!” I looked up at the charming house, with its
genial colour and crookedness, and I answered with a smile that those
evil passions might exist, but that I should never have expected to find
them there. “Ah it doesn’t matter after all,” he a bit nervously
laughed; which I was glad to hear, for I was reproaching myself with
having worked him up.
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