His mother took this in silence. Her husband, during our walk, had asked
me to remain another day; my promise to her son was an implication that I
had consented, and it wasn’t possible the news could please her. This
ought doubtless to have made me more careful as to what I said next, but
all I can plead is that it didn’t. I soon mentioned that just after
leaving her the evening before, and after hearing her apply to her
husband’s writings the epithet already quoted, I had on going up to my
room sat down to the perusal of those sheets of his new book that he had
been so good as to lend me. I had sat entranced till nearly three in the
morning—I had read them twice over. “You say you haven’t looked at them.
I think it’s such a pity you shouldn’t. Do let me beg you to take them
up. They’re so very remarkable. I’m sure they’ll convert you. They
place him in—really—such a dazzling light. All that’s best in him is
there. I’ve no doubt it’s a great liberty, my saying all this; but
pardon me, and _do_ read them!”
“Do read them, mamma!” the boy again sweetly shrilled. “Do read them!”
She bent her head and closed his lips with a kiss. “Of course I know he
has worked immensely over them,” she said; after which she made no
remark, but attached her eyes thoughtfully to the ground. The tone of
these last words was such as to leave me no spirit for further pressure,
and after hinting at a fear that her husband mightn’t have caught the
Doctor I got up and took a turn about the grounds. When I came back ten
minutes later she was still in her place watching her boy, who had fallen
asleep in her lap. As I drew near she put her finger to her lips and a
short time afterwards rose, holding him; it being now best, she said,
that she should take him upstairs. I offered to carry him and opened my
arms for the purpose; but she thanked me and turned away with the child
still in her embrace, his head on her shoulder. “I’m very strong,” was
her last word as she passed into the house, her slim flexible figure bent
backward with the filial weight. So I never laid a longing hand on
Dolcino.
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