The stout sharp circumspect man looked at me from head to foot and then
said: “I’m sorry to say I haven’t seen him.”
“Haven’t seen him?”
“Mrs. Ambient came down to meet me as I alighted, and told me he was
sleeping so soundly, after a restless night, that she didn’t wish him
disturbed. I assured her I wouldn’t disturb him, but she said he was
quite safe now and she could look after him herself.”
“Thank you very much. Are you coming back?”
“No, sir; I’ll be hanged if I come back!” cried the honest practitioner
in high resentment. And the horse started as he settled beside his man.
I wandered back into the garden, and five minutes later Miss Ambient came
forth from the house to greet me. She explained that breakfast wouldn’t
be served for some time and that she desired a moment herself with the
Doctor. I let her know that the good vexed man had come and departed,
and I repeated to her what he had told me about his dismissal. This made
Miss Ambient very serious, very serious indeed, and she sank into a
bench, with dilated eyes, hugging her elbows with crossed arms. She
indulged in many strange signs, she confessed herself immensely
distressed, and she finally told me what her own last news of her nephew
had been. She had sat up very late—after me, after Mark—and before going
to bed had knocked at the door of the child’s room, opened to her by the
nurse. This good woman had admitted her and she had found him quiet, but
flushed and “unnatural,” with his mother sitting by his bed. “She held
his hand in one of hers,” said Miss Ambient, “and in the other—what do
you think?—the proof-sheets of Mark’s new book!” She was reading them
there intently: “did you ever hear of anything so extraordinary? Such a
very odd time to be reading an author whom she never could abide!” In
her agitation Miss Ambient was guilty of this vulgarism of speech, and I
was so impressed by her narrative that only in recalling her words later
did I notice the lapse. Mrs. Ambient had looked up from her reading with
her finger on her lips—I recognised the gesture she had addressed me in
the afternoon—and, though the nurse was about to go to rest, had not
encouraged her sister-in-law to relieve her of any part of her vigil.
But certainly at that time the boy’s state was far from reassuring—his
poor little breathing so painful; and what change could have taken place
in him in those few hours that would justify Beatrice in denying
Mackintosh access? This was the moral of Miss Ambient’s anecdote, the
moral for herself at least. The moral for me, rather, was that it _was_
a very singular time for Mrs. Ambient to be going into a novelist she had
never appreciated and who had simply happened to be recommended to her by
a young American she disliked. I thought of her sitting there in the
sick-chamber in the still hours of the night and after the nurse had left
her, turning and turning those pages of genius and wrestling with their
magical influence.
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