I must be sparing of the minor facts and the later emotions of this
sojourn—it lasted but a few hours longer—and devote but three words to my
subsequent relations with Ambient. They lasted five years—till his
death—and were full of interest, of satisfaction and, I may add, of
sadness. The main thing to be said of these years is that I had a secret
from him which I guarded to the end. I believe he never suspected it,
though of this I’m not absolutely sure. If he had so much as an inkling
the line he had taken, the line of absolute negation of the matter to
himself, shows an immense effort of the will. I may at last lay bare my
secret, giving it for what it is worth; now that the main sufferer has
gone, that he has begun to be alluded to as one of the famous early dead
and that his wife has ceased to survive him; now, too, that Miss Ambient,
whom I also saw at intervals during the time that followed, has, with her
embroideries and her attitudes, her necromantic glances and strange
intuitions, retired to a Sisterhood, where, as I am told, she is deeply
immured and quite lost to the world.
Mark came in to breakfast after this lady and I had for some time been
seated there. He shook hands with me in silence, kissed my companion,
opened his letters and newspapers and pretended to drink his coffee. But
I took these movements for mechanical and was little surprised when he
suddenly pushed away everything that was before him and, with his head in
his hands and his elbows on the table, sat staring strangely at the
cloth.
“What’s the matter, _caro fratello mio_?” Miss Ambient quavered, peeping
from behind the urn.
He answered nothing, but got up with a certain violence and strode to the
window. We rose to our feet, his relative and I, by a common impulse,
exchanging a glance of some alarm; and he continued to stare into the
garden. “In heaven’s name what has got possession of Beatrice?” he cried
at last, turning round on us a ravaged face. He looked from one of us to
the other—the appeal was addressed to us alike.
Miss Ambient gave a shrug. “My poor Mark, Beatrice is always—Beatrice!”
“She has locked herself up with the boy—bolted and barred the door. She
refuses to let me come near him!” he went on.
“She refused to let Mackintosh see him an hour ago!” Miss Ambient
promptly returned.
“Refused to let Mackintosh see him? By heaven I’ll smash in the door!”
And Mark brought his fist down upon the sideboard, which he had now
approached, so that all the breakfast-service rang.
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