The Autobiography of Mark Rutherford, Edited by his friend Reuben ShapcottWhite, William Hale
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The Autobiography of Mark Rutherford, Edited by his friend Reuben Shapcott
White, William Hale
Religious fiction
For my own part I cannot be enthusiastic about politics, except on rare
occasions when the issue is a very narrow one. There is so much that
requires profound examination, and it disgusts me to get upon a platform
and dispute with ardent Radicals or Conservatives who know nothing about
even the rudiments of history, political economy, or political
philosophy, without which it is as absurd to have an opinion upon what
are called politics as it would be to have an opinion upon an
astronomical problem without having learned Euclid.
The more incapable we are of thorough investigations, the wider and
deeper are the subjects upon which we busy ourselves, and still more
strange, the more bigoted do we become in our conclusions about them; and
yet it is not strange, for he who by painful processes has found yes and
no alternate for so long that he is not sure which is final, is the last
man in the world, if he for the present is resting in yes, to crucify
another who can get no further than no. The bigot is he to whom no such
painful processes have ever been permitted.
The society amongst the students was very poor. Not a single friendship
formed then has remained with me. They were mostly young men of no
education, who had been taken from the counter, and their spiritual life
was not very deep. In many of them it did not even exist, and their
whole attention was absorbed upon their chances of getting wealthy
congregations or of making desirable matches. It was a time in which the
world outside was seething with the ferment which had been cast into it
by Germany and by those in England whom Germany had influenced, but not a
fragment of it had dropped within our walls. I cannot call to mind a
single conversation upon any but the most trivial topics, nor did our
talk ever turn even upon our religion, so far as it was a thing affecting
the soul, but upon it as something subsidiary to chapels, “causes,”
deacons, and the like.
The emptiness of some of my colleagues, and their worldliness, too, were
almost incredible. There was one who was particularly silly. He was a
blond youth with greyish eyes, a mouth not quite shut, and an eternal
simper upon his face. He never had an idea in his head, and never read
anything except the denominational newspapers and a few well-known aids
to sermonising. He was a great man at all tea-meetings, anniversaries,
and parties. He was facile in public speaking, and he dwelt much upon
the joys of heaven and upon such topics as the possibility of our
recognising one another there. I have known him describe for twenty
minutes, in a kind of watery rhetoric, the passage of the soul to bliss
through death, and its meeting in the next world with those who had gone
before.
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