The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
There were two or three boys, even among us, whom we should have exiled
among the Irish had we the power. We felt it to be degradation to be
near them at school. One was remarkable for a pasty complexion, small,
piggish eyes, white eyelashes, and carroty hair. Another had projecting
gooseberry eyes, which suggested that they might fall from him some
day, as from a bush. His stubborn soul could endure thumping without
bellowing, though a tear or two would trickle. His mouth was like that
of a beast, and garnished with great, jagged teeth; and, altogether, he
was so unlovely as to shock every sense in us. Between Francis and
ourselves, they had a hard time of it; and I often wonder how fate has
disposed of them during this long interval.
When I reached my eleventh year, the king of the school for beauty and
amiability was a boy of about my own age, named Willie Roberts. Some of
us believed that he belonged to a very superior class to our own. His
coal-black hair curled in profusion over a delicately moulded face of
milky whiteness. His eyes were soft and limpid, and he walked with a
carriage which tempted imitation. Beyond these indications of him I
remember but little, for just then I fell ill with some childish malady
which necessitated my removal to the infirmary, where I lay for weeks.
But as I was becoming convalescent I was startled by a rumour that he
had suddenly died.
When I heard that his body was in the dead-house I felt stricken with a
sense of irreparable loss. As the infirmary opened upon the court-yard
which contained our _morgue_, some of the boys suggested that it might
be possible to view him, and, prompted by a fearful curiosity to know
what death was like, we availed ourselves of a favourable opportunity,
and entered the house with quaking hearts. The body lay on a black bier,
and, covered with a sheet, appeared uncommonly long for a boy. One of
the boldest drew the cloth aside, and at the sight of the waxen face
with its awful fixity we all started back, gazing at it as if
spell-bound. There was something grand in its superb disregard of the
chill and gloom of the building, and in the holy calm of the features.
It was the face of our dear Willie, with whom we had played, and yet not
the same, for an inexplicable aloofness had come over it. We yearned to
cry out to him to wake, but dared not, for the solemnity of his face was
appalling.
Presently the sheet was drawn further away, and we then saw what one of
us had insinuated might be seen. The body was livid, and showed scores
of dark weals. One glance was enough, and, hastily covering it, we
withdrew, with minds confirmed in the opinion that signs of violence
would appear after death as testimonies against him who was guilty of
it. After what we had seen, it would have been difficult for anyone to
have removed from our minds the impression that Francis was accountable
for Willie’s death.
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