The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B. — John Shaqi
The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
For weeks after this my first thought in the morning was of Willie’s
dead face, and, in consequence, I could not help looking into every face
with something of pity that mankind should be born for death and burial
in the cold remorseless earth. When I re-entered the school I found
myself curiously regarding Francis, and wondering that he was so
insensible to the miserable fate in store for him, and that he could be
so pitiless in his cruelty to his fellow-sufferers. What would he say, I
thought, when the Judge, who would come to judge the quick and the dead,
would ask him, ‘What hast thou done to thy brother Willie?’
Some time after Willie’s death, George, the scholar, and I became as
chummy as twin brothers. He was not so amiable as Willie, but we
believed him to be severely good, and far more learned, by which he
obtained our respect. He was not a zealous friend, and after some
intimacy with him I was often chilled with what appeared to be
selfishness in him. It may have been that I was too exacting, but I
certainly thought that it was not in his nature to be scrupulous in the
keeping of the pact of chumship. If a cake or an apple was to be divided
into two, an uneasy feeling came over me that he took pains to pick out
the larger half, and in any dispute with other boys George was not so
resolutely insistent on my behalf as the vow of brotherhood demanded.
After a few weeks of effort to make inward apologies for his laxity and
backwardness, it was forced upon me that he was by nature indifferent to
his obligations, and it was agreed that each should be a friend unto
himself for the future. There was no quarrel, however, but we parted
with mutual respect.
About this period I came across a pious romance--the title of which is
forgotten--relating to three young brothers or friends,--one of whom I
remember was named Enoch,--who for their perfect piety were attended by
a Guardian Angel. They had set out on travels through a land which must
have been subtropical, from its luxurious vegetation and its beflowered
scenes; but whatever might be the perils they encountered, or the
temptations that beset them, the unseen guardian was always near them,
and made them strong, confident, and victorious. The stories of Joseph,
David, and Daniel, and the three brave youths at Babylon had powerfully
affected me, but, unfortunately, their associations with tasks and rods
had marred their attractions. My delight in saintly Enoch and his
friends was unalloyed by any such bitter memories. The story was also
written in an easy every-day language, and the scenes were laid in a
country wherein God’s presence was still felt. God had departed from
Canaan, and He had cast off Israel, and now His protection was
vouchsafed to all the children of men without distinction, and only
piety and prayer were needed to secure His aid in times of distress.
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