The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
Above the fireplaces in the schoolroom, the two dormitories, and
dining-hall, were tacked painted iron sheets which were inscribed with
appropriate Scriptural texts. We had Bible lessons morning and evening,
collects and gospels to commit to memory. Our shelves held a fair
collection of religious literature,--memoirs of Wesley, Fletcher, lives
of Bunyan, Fox, Milton, and others of less note, sermons, and
commentaries. Twice on Sunday we had full services, and after supper the
porter of the establishment, who was a Methodist of super-fervid zeal,
would treat us to a lengthy and noisy prayer, which, as I think of it
now, was rather a tedious string of adjurations to, and incriminations
of the Almighty, than a supplication for grace to the Creator.
But all these religious exercises and literature had not such direct
immediate effect as this romantic novelette. I now conceived God to be a
very real personage, as active to-day as in Biblical periods in His
supervision of mundane concerns. I fancied God’s Presence visible in
many small events, but, to obtain the Divine interposition in one’s
favour, it was necessary to earnestly solicit it, and to be worthy of it
by perfect sinlessness. Here was a great difficulty. It was not possible
to be wholly free from sin in our circumstances. I observed that our
seniors, though they punctiliously went through the forms of prayer,
were none of them blameless. They were cruelly unkind, they were unjust
in their punishments, they were censorious without cause, and most
ungentle. They asked for God’s forgiveness for their trespasses, but
were relentless in their condemnation of the smallest fault we
committed. When I came to think of that beast Will Thomas, and that imp
Davies, and that tale-bearer and mischief-maker Williams, my gorge rose
against them, and I felt that the circumstances of Enoch’s life were not
like mine.
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