The winter following Mme. Derize's death--(one of those long winters to
which the region of the Alps is exposed)--had not been kind to
Elizabeth. She had lost her firmest support, the contagious courage
which emanates from calmness in time of trial, and also the last
effective tie which linked her with her husband. Thus she had followed a
more difficult path. As that plain at Grenoble, surrounded by mountains,
appears colder in its circle of ice, so she felt desolation and
loneliness about her like high walls. Mme. Molay-Norrois, it is true,
realizing this dangerous state of mind, had given more expression to her
maternal tenderness, but in the way natural to her passive nature, and
rather by lamentations than by actions. Was she not--excellent
woman--monopolized by her husband, who was embittered by illness and was
accepting old age without resignation? He had always exercised the
despotism of his pleasure at home. But his bad temper was preferable to
his infidelity. He might not have rebelled against the effects of old
age, if he could have endured them with Mme. Passerat, instead of being
aggravated by knowing she was taking advantage of her slimness to wear
more youthful clothes, and that by a bold maneuver she had just taken
away the attentions of M. de Vimelle from the rich Mme. Bonnard-Basson.
Providence was watching over her in all her ventures. This last conquest
aroused a sort of exasperation in M. Molay-Norrois which helped the
circulation of bad blood and increased his bad temper. What comfort
could anyone find in such a home?
Elizabeth had not given up her self-imposed duty of giving her children
the elements of their education. Marie Louise was almost nine years old
and Philippe was six. She must think of their futures. She desired a
busy, well-filled youth for them, remembering the weakening relaxation
she had known in hers, and hoped to be able to accustom them to find
their happiness in everyday things. But her moods, even with them, were
now more changeable. She varied from prostration to feverish desire to
amuse and occupy herself. Must one not live every day? She cried, she
laughed nervously over nothing. Consumed with fever, she spent too much
energy, and then fell back into a state of languor. She tried to follow,
as far as possible, the plans she had laid out for herself, but advanced
unevenly, sometimes slowly, sometimes hurriedly.
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