However, she could never be induced to follow him to Paris, either
because she feared to find herself out of her element, far from her
accustomed sphere, or that, and rightly so, she did not wish to take a
place which would soon be filled by another woman. From afar, she kept
in touch with him by a regular correspondence, and the holidays found
them together in their country house at Saint-Martin. Albert's marriage
brought about great changes in these lives, with so much in common. She
expected it, but she suffered as a result of it: nobody had her
confidence. She was even spared the trouble of withholding her
influence, as she had for a long time promised herself to do. Very much
in love with the hesitating Elizabeth, whose parents kept him waiting
for their consent, as if they wished thereby to accentuate the value of
their favor, Albert, with the impetuosity and forgetfulness of youth,
turned entirely to his love. She thought she had lost him forever. The
new family of which he became a member, more brilliant, more desirable
than his own, set in a more striking frame, flattered him and turned his
head. He was not born satiated like those blasé young men, who cannot
be diverted or amused; he keenly appreciated the pleasures of luxury and
society. It is often true of authors and artists whose talent demands
observation and contact with life, that they are attracted by worldly
things. The Molay-Norrois had a very large circle and entertained
extensively. As Albert observed his young wife, he saw an unknown light
shed upon his own life. It was during that time that his mother moved to
the Boulevard des Adieux, and as a traveler who descends in the evening
from the still lighted mountain to the plain, so she began to come again
into close touch with the past, which had been concealed by the shadow
of death. Later on she noticed regretfully, sadly, that her
daughter-in-law had not replaced her in the effective rôle of adviser,
which requires attention and daily effort. She feared that as a result
of Elizabeth's one-sided character, Albert would be ruined by the
failure which she believed she had detected. But the situation adjusted
itself and grew peaceful, as do those lakes, threatened by a storm and
then spared. He added to his lesser writings, doubled his income,
readily assumed new financial obligations and sought solitude, only to
write his great work, which advanced, but with less rapidity, acuteness,
enthusiasm and intellectual force. Elizabeth took charge of the health
of her two children, paid visits, dressed well, retained her beautiful,
placid face. And beneath this show of happiness was hidden an intimate
drama, which had suddenly revealed itself, and his mother reproached
herself for being unable to foresee it, when it would have been possible
to avert the danger....
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