So Mme. Derize awaited and feared the arrival of her son. She would
certainly greet him affectionately,--in her loneliness was this not a
great occasion?--but she would not hide from him her disapproval.
Moreover, the remembrance of her grandchildren made her determined to
speak her mind. With the aid of all her motherly authority and even with
all her former sacrifices, to which, as a rule, she seldom gave thought,
she would protest against this separation, which could not be final. As
she was working herself up to her duty, the poor woman saw the day fade
and the shadows rise, felt herself to be more and more possessed by
sorrow and fear, and found herself aging as the hour of his return drew
near.
The room was ready, the dinner done to a turn, Fanchette was even
beginning to grumble about the delay of the train, when someone knocked
at the door.
"It is he," said the servant, hobbling to the entrance.
At the end of the corridor, her black dress scarcely distinguishable in
the growing darkness, the mother was holding her breath, more affected
than if she were seeing her child recover from a serious illness. All at
once a "Good day, Fanchette," sincere and clear as usual, reassured her.
The dear boy could not have changed very much.
"Albert, it is you?"
"Mamma."
He called her "Mamma," instead of "Mother" when he was particularly
anxious to give expression to his affection, to return to her a power of
protection, as though he were still a little boy. With the first word he
warmed her heart. After coming up the lighted staircase, he could not
see well in the darkness. She came toward him and he embraced her. Then
he led her into the little drawing-room where there was a light, and he
even removed the lamp-shade to see her more clearly. At each visit, he
eagerly made this inspection, and with his penetrating glance which
dwelt upon objects, he could judge whether health and age had dealt
kindly with her, so far away from him. She took advantage of this to
study his expression.
Physically they bore little resemblance to each other: he tall and
well-built, with fine features, somewhat pronounced, a broad forehead,
heightened by growing baldness, brown eyes, little and sunken, in which
inspiration was concentrated, and that ease of movement which
contributes so much supple attraction to a man still young; she thin,
pale, washed out, faded, also having tremendous personality in her
eyes--eyes of light blue, whose deep expression was both clear and
candid, as the indication of a forceful spontaneous nobility of soul,
with a calm, sure judgment.
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