English fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"The next interesting one was a college man. I was about sixteen then
and at the height of my musical ambition. He was musical, too, in fact
quite an enthusiast. He used to pilot me about to concerts and send me
tickets for the opera. Besides I was struggling then with Latin, Greek,
and Conic Sections, and he used to help me polish off things--for
selfish reasons, of course."
"And used you to kiss this time as well?" he asked, no longer
questioning that he was hearing her personal history.
"Only at very sentimental moments," she replied, apparently overlooking
the mockery in his voice. "I was older and a greater expert in emotions.
One's first experiments are necessarily crude. But, to proceed, my
cavalier lost his head one day and wanted me to marry him at once, which
was rather absurd. So I had to give him his _conge_ and accept the
attentions of a less violent lover. I had always a reserve to draw upon,
but so long as a man behaved nicely and didn't get altogether
unreasonable, I let it accumulate. My musical friend, however, gave me
some trouble. We had several stormy interviews, and at last I had
positively to refuse to see him. One fine day he, too, got engaged and
wrote to me asking me to congratulate him. I know he was divorced some
time since, but I've completely lost sight of him."
At this moment Miss Brooke was led away to dance, but was able to join
him again before very long.
"The next----" were her first words, in a mock-solemn, long-drawn-out
tone, as she took his arm and then she broke into laughter. "The next
was a tall Southerner with nice manners, a soft voice, and a pretty way
of calling me 'ma'am.' He, too, was musical--naturally, I preferred
musical lovers then. The Colonel, as everybody called him, literally
worshipped me, but he was as poor as a church mouse, and I used to
think myself very noble to be satisfied to get stuck with him in back
seats at concert-halls. He went back South after graduating, swearing
he'd never forget me; but, as soon as he'd made his fortune, he was
coming back to marry me. I thought that if the illusion would help him
to make his fortune, he might as well keep it. In any case I should have
given him cause to be grateful to me. He wrote to me half-a-dozen times,
then there was a break of some months; and, when I had almost forgotten
him, one fine day I got a letter from him."
"Announcing his engagement and asking you to congratulate him," said
Paul, with bitterness.
"Yes. I think you may take that for granted. It is what they all do. Is
it any use my telling you more? I'm beginning to think the recital is
getting monotonous. And then there are some coming along and I can't
remember the exact order, which came before which."
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