English fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
But he had scarcely time to digest the letter before the man brought him
up another which the postman had just left. This time the writing was
Lisa's. What could she have to write to him about if it were not to
postpone the evening's engagement? His nervous fingers tore at the
envelope.
"DEAR PAUL.--Please don't come for me this
evening, and, indeed, you must never come for me
again. In writing this I am acting the part of a
very good friend to you, and it is as a very good
friend I should like you to remember me, as I
shall always remember you.--Yours sincerely,
"ELIZABETH BROOKE."
So all was over! Behind the simplicity of the words he perceived a
terrible inexorableness. If only she had signed "Lisa," it would not
have crushed him so much; but the "Elizabeth Brooke" was paralyzing.
When his hand was steady enough, he wrote:--
"DEAR LISA:--Need I say your note has quite
stunned me? Won't you give me a word of
explanation? PAUL."
The concierge's boy delivered this at Miss Brooke's _pension_.
He scarcely knew how he got through the night. Every now and again he
woke up and tossed about; and when he did lose consciousness, he had a
sense of a grey infinity in which there was a great chasm. He wanted to
rush to it to close it up, but was held back by some strange power.
The morning's post brought him Miss Brooke's reply.
"DEAR PAUL.--I am glad your letter is so sensible
and to the point. Of course I owe you an
explanation, but I want you not to insist on it,
because I fear it will hurt you too much. The pain
it would give me I deserve.--Yours, LISA."
He found this note infinitely softer than the first and was encouraged
to write again.
"DEAR LISA.--I am not strong enough to face the
punishment unless I know my sin. The pain of
listening to you can be nothing to the pain of
this horrible gap in my mind. Won't you let me see
you--for the last time? Remember it is only a day
since you told me you loved me. Don't refuse.
PAUL."
To which came the reply by his own messenger.
"DEAR PAUL.--Come this evening at eight and you
will find me alone.--Yours,
"LISA."
All day long he nerved himself for the interview. He would rehearse
nothing, anticipate nothing. When the time came, he would speak straight
from his heart. Perhaps he might yet move her.
CHAPTER VIII.
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