English fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Mrs. Saxon passed near him and stopped to talk to him a moment. He made
absent-minded replies--indeed, five minutes later he recalled that he
had said something particularly foolish and hated himself. In this mood
he sought cousin Celia and took her to supper. He examined her more
critically now, finding her handsome, solid, and only passably
interesting. He noted, too, that her manner lacked sprightliness and
enthusiasm, and that the things she talked about didn't interest him in
the least. He found himself apologising again and again for not having
heard what she said. That was whenever there were questions for him to
answer. He had, however, enough wit left to feel it was fortunate she
did not ask questions more frequently. Meanwhile his eye wandered
constantly towards a little table some distance off, which Miss Brooke
and her American friend had all to themselves, the other two covers
being as yet unappropriated. Once or twice he became aware that Celia's
eye was following his. He saw a gleam of understanding flash across her
face, followed by a flush whose meaning was obvious. But somehow he felt
reckless.
An hour later he was with Miss Brooke again. At her laughing suggestion
they had found a hiding-place, more "towards the upper regions," in
order to keep out of the way of the man whose name had been written
over, and who, indeed, never appeared. Miss Brooke was admiring an
exquisite little painting of a picturesque boy looking over a rude
wooden bridge on to a small stream. The work, which hung just opposite
them, bore a well-known French signature, and had attracted her
attention at once. The enthusiasm with which she spoke of the artist
led Paul to inquire if she herself painted.
"I try to," she answered self-deprecatingly. "I am appallingly
interested in my work. I always lose myself when talking about it."
She was evidently serious, and Paul was glad to have struck such a mood,
which promised possibilities of intimate conversation.
"You have taken up art seriously?" he asked.
"One must do something to fill one's life," she replied, with
unmistakable earnestness; and set Paul musing about the inability of
fortune to compensate for a want of purpose in life, as he had, indeed,
felt long ago. That a woman, however, should give expression to the
sentiment surprised him. Her next words astonished him still more.
"I have always been ambitious, and I might have achieved something in
art if I hadn't wasted so many years trying other things."
"But, surely you must find the knowledge you have acquired worth
having."
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