After all, everything depends upon the relative importance that we
place upon ambitions, possessions, emotions,--ideas.
Something suddenly became of so desperate an importance to Wilbraham
that nothing else at all mattered. He wanted every one else to see the
importance of it as he did. That is all....
It had been a hot and oppressive day; London had seemed torrid and
uncomfortable. The mere fact that Oxford street was "up" annoyed him.
After a slight meal in his flat he went to the Promenade Concert at
Queen's Hall. It was the second night of the season--Monday night,
Wagner night.
He bought himself a five shilling ticket and sat in the middle of the
balcony overlooking the floor. He was annoyed again when he discovered
that he had been given a ticket for the "non-smoking" section of the
balcony.
He had heard no Wagner since August, 1914, and was anxious to discover
the effect that hearing it again would have upon him. The effect was
disappointing. The music neither caught nor held him.
"The Meistersinger" had always been a great opera for him. The third
act music that Sir Henry Wood gave to him didn't touch him anywhere. He
also discovered that six years' abstinence had not enraptured him any
more deeply with the rushing fiddles in the "Tannhaeuser" Overture nor
with the spinning music in the "Flying Dutchman." Then came suddenly
the prelude to the third act of "Tristan." That caught him; the peace
and tranquillity that he needed lapped him round; he was fully
satisfied and could have listened for another hour.
He walked home down Regent Street, the quiet melancholy of the
shepherd's pipe accompanying him, pleasing him and tranquillizing him.
As he reached his flat ten o'clock struck from St. James' Church. He
asked the porter whether any one had wanted him during his
absence--whether any one was waiting for him now--(some friend had told
him that he might come up and use his spare room one night that week).
No, no one had been. There was no one there waiting.
Great was his surprise, therefore, when opening the door of his flat he
found some one standing there, one hand resting on the table, his face
turned towards the open door. Stronger, however, than Wilbraham's
surprise was his immediate conviction that he knew his visitor well,
and this was curious because the face was, undoubtedly strange to him.
"I beg your pardon," Wilbraham said to him, hesitating.
"I wanted to see you," the Stranger said, smiling.
When Wilbraham was telling me this part of his story he seemed to be
enveloped--"enveloped" is the word that best conveys my own experience
of him--by some quite radiant happiness. He smiled at me confidentially
as though he were telling me something that I had experienced with him
and that must give me the same happiness that it gave to him.
"Ought I to have expected? Ought I to have known--" he stammered.
"No, you couldn't have known," the Stranger answered. "You're not late.
I knew when you would come."
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