The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story — John Shaqi
The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
She stood by the couch and stared down at her husband. Her eyes had
the peculiar intent look of a mother who watches her sleeping baby.
Her eyes roamed the whole length of his body, looking at his untidy
clothing, his uncombed hair, at his muddy boots that had muddied
his overcoat and the pillows. At last she slipped one arm under his
shoulders and with a great effort pulled him up on the couch so that
his head had a better resting place. She reached for a pillow and
tucked it under his head. She picked up his limp, hanging arm and
laid it across his body, pulled his gaping coat together and buttoned
the bottom button. She made quick, sure movements, the movements of
one who performs an accustomed human task.
Having made him easier, less ungraceful in his inertness, she sat
down on the edge of the couch and gazed intently into his face. Her
eyes dwelt in turn on every one of his features and to every one she
gave some sort of touch, his tousled hair a pat, his forehead a slow
stroke, his closed eyes a touch of her finger-tips, and still in her
face was that peculiar intent and anxious look, the look of a mother
who dotes on her fragile treasure.
Eddie Gordon slept, hardly breathing, not moving. His sleep was
profound, sodden, the sleep of a hard and habitual drinker who gets
drunk every night and sleeps until morning, drunk every morning and
sleeps until night. His face had a greenish yellow color about the
forehead and eyes, was flushed at the cheeks and swollen at the mouth.
Sally knew what ailed him. It was a daily event in her life, and she
found herself reacting to it this time exactly as she had many times
before, as she did every time she saw her husband lying so still
and helpless, his heart barely beating, his breath barely stirring.
Always when she saw him thus, so profoundly helpless, so utterly and
mystically babelike, the feelings of a mother for awhile possessed
her completely. It possessed her as one is possessed by a mood. It
possessed her against her will, this common emotion that had not
yet found expression in her life. She dreaded this slow welling up
of morbid desire to fondle and nurse that helpless, still baby, her
husband. But it was not to be resisted while it ran its course. In
that desire, during its beginning and even during the moments of her
surrender to it, was something that filled her with self-horror. She
felt herself tricked and made worse than silly. She felt herself
infected with moral decay. Always she had fought against it, as she
had this time, with little devices, delays, as one in sleep fights
the approach of a bad dream which comes on regardless. And always she
surrendered, for awhile. Always, for awhile, something in her was
glad to have this man even thus dependent, thus her own.
So she sat, prinking her husband’s hair, straightening his disordered
clothing, lost in this strange little orgy of motherliness.
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