Impersonation -- Fiction; Love stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Veterans -- Fiction
Well, he could not remain here any longer. The air was biting, and the
sun was going down. Across the road the little drug-store even then was
twinkling out with lights behind its blue and green glass urns. Two
boys and a girl were drinking something at the soda-fountain through
straws, and laughing a great deal. It somehow turned him sick, he could
not tell why. He had done things like that many a time himself.
There was a little stone church down the street, with a spire and
bells. The sun touched the bells with burnished crimson till they
looked like Christmas cards. A youthful rural football team went
noisily across the road, discoursing about how they would come out
that night if their mothers would let them; and the station cab came
down the street full of passengers, and waited for a lady at the
meat-market. He could see the legs of a chicken sticking out of the
basket as the driver helped her in.
He began to wonder why he hadn’t stayed in the city and spent his
forty-six cents for something to eat. It would have bought a great
many crackers, say, or even bananas. He passed the bakery, and a whiff
of fresh-baked bread greeted his nostrils. He cast a wistful eye at
the window. Of course he might go in and ask for a job in payment
for his supper. There were his soldier’s clothes. But no. That was
equivalent to begging. He could not quite do that. Here in town they
would have all the help they wanted. Perhaps, farther out in the
country--perhaps--he didn’t know what; only he couldn’t bring himself
to ask for food, even with the offer to work. He didn’t care enough for
that. What was hunger, anyway? A thing to be satisfied and come again.
What would happen if he didn’t satisfy it? Die, of course, but what
did it matter? What was there to live for, anyway?
He passed a house all windows, where children were gathered about
a piano with one clumsily playing an accompaniment. There was an
open fire, and the long windows came down to the piazza floor. They
were singing at the top of their lungs, the old, time-worn song made
familiar to them by community sing-songs, still good to them because
they all knew it so well,
“There’s a long, long trail a-winding
Until my dreams all come true;”
and it gripped his heart like a knife. He had sung that song with _her_
when it was new and tender, just before he sailed away; and the trail
had seemed so long! And now he had reached the end of it, and she had
not been there to meet him! It was incredible! She so fair! And false!
After all those months of waiting! That was the hardest part of it,
that she could have done it, and then explained so lightly that he had
been away so long she was sure he would understand, and they both must
have got over their childish attachment; and so on, through the long,
nauseating sentences of her repeal. He shuddered as he said them over
to his tired heart, and then shuddered again with the keen air; for his
uniform was thin, and he had no overcoat.
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