Impersonation -- Fiction; Love stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Veterans -- Fiction
What was that she had said about the money? He needn’t worry about it.
A sort of bone to toss to the lone dog after he was kicked out. Ah,
well! It was paid. He was glad of that. He was even grimly glad for
his own destitution. It gave a kind of sense of satisfaction to have
gone hungry and homeless to pay it all in one grand lump, and to have
paid it at once, and through his lawyer, without any word to her or
her father either. They should not be even distant witnesses of his
humiliation. He would never cross their path again if he had his way.
They should be as completely wiped out of his existence and he out of
theirs as if the same universe did not hold them.
He passed down the broad, pleasant street in the crisp air, and every
home on either hand gave him a thrust of memory that stabbed him to
the heart. It was such a home as one of these that he had hoped to
have some day, although it would have been in the city, perhaps, for
she always liked the city. He had hoped in the depths of his heart to
persuade her to the country, though. Now he saw as in a revelation how
futile such hopes had been. She would never have come to love sweet,
quiet ways such as he loved. She couldn’t ever have really loved him,
or she would have waited, would not have changed.
Over and over again he turned the bitter story, trying to get it
settled in his heart so that the sharp edges would not hurt so, trying
to accustom himself to the thought that she whom he had cherished
through the blackness of the years that were past was not what he
had thought her. He stopped in the road beside a tall hedge that hid
the Hazard house from view, and snatched out her picture that he had
carried in his breast pocket till now; snatched it out, gazed upon
it with a look that was not good to see on a young face, and tore it
across! He took a step forward, and every step he tore a tiny fragment
from the picture and flung it into the road bit by bit till the lovely
face was mutilated in the dust where the feet of passers-by would grind
upon it and where those great blue eyes that had gazed back at him
from the picture so long would be destroyed forever. It was the last
thread that bound him to her, that picture; and, when the last scrap of
picture had fluttered away from him, he put his head down and strode
forward like one who has cast away from him his last hope.
The voice of Miss Marilla roused him like a homely, pleasant sound
about the house of a morning when one has had an unhappy dream; and
he lifted his head, and, soldier-like, dropped into the old habit of
hiding his emotions.
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