Impersonation -- Fiction; Love stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Veterans -- Fiction
Her kindly face somehow comforted him, and the thought of dinner was
a welcome one. The ugly tragedy of his life seemed to melt away for
the moment, as if it could not stand the light of the setting sun and
her wholesome presence. There was an appeal in her eyes that reached
him; and somehow he didn’t feel like turning down her naïve, childlike
proposition. Besides, he was used to being cared for because he was
a soldier, and why not once more now when everything else had gone so
rotten? It was an adventure, anyway, and what was there left for him
but adventure? he asked himself with a little bitter sneer.
But, when she mentioned a _girl_, that was a different thing! Girls
were all treacherous. It was a new conviction with him; but it had gone
deep, so deep that it had extended not only to a certain girl or class
of girls, but to all girls everywhere. He had become a woman-hater.
He wanted nothing more to do with any of them. And yet at that moment
his tired, disappointed, hurt man’s soul was really crying out for the
woman of the universe to comfort him, to explain to him this awful
circumstance that had come to all his bright dreams. A mother, that
was what he thought he wanted; and Miss Marilla looked as if she might
make a nice mother. So he turned like a tired little hungry boy, and
followed her, at least until she said “girl.” Then he almost turned and
fled.
Yet, while Miss Marilla coaxed and explained about Mary Amber, he
stood facing again the lovely vision of the girl he had left behind at
the beginning of the long, long trail, and whose picture he had just
trampled underfoot on this end of the trail, which it now seemed to him
would wind on forever alone for him. As he paused on Miss Marilla’s
immaculate front steps, he was preparing himself to face the enemy of
his life in the form of woman. The one thing really that made him go
into that house and meekly submit to be Miss Marilla’s guest was that
his soul had risen to battle. He would fight Girl in the concrete! She
should be his enemy from henceforth. And this strange, unknown girl,
who hated men and thought them conceited and selfish, this cold,
inhuman creature, was likely false-hearted too, like the one he had
loved and who had not loved him. He would show her what he thought
of such girls, of all girls; what all men who knew anything about it
thought of all girls! And, thus reasoning, he followed Miss Marilla
into the pleasant oilcloth-covered hall, and up the front stairs to
the spare room, where she smilingly showed him the towels and brushes
prepared for his comfort, and left him, calling cheerily back that
dinner would be on the table as soon as he was ready to come down.
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