The BigamistYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Bigamist
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Bigamy -- Fiction; British -- South Africa -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"I think you are growing too interested in Pamela," she replied.
He was silent for a second or so, turning the book he held in his hand
and gazing absently at its title. Abruptly he looked up.
"You haven't overstated the truth," he said quietly, a little defiantly,
she fancied.
She shook her head seriously.
"I am sorry to hear you admit it. From my knowledge of you, I should
have thought that, realising that you would at least have avoided her."
"I am not doing her any harm," he said.
"How can you be sure of that? Two years ago I should have felt
confident that you couldn't. I am not so positive now."
"You mean she cares less for her husband than she did?"
The eager light in his eyes as he put the question troubled her. It was
not consistent with her opinion of Dare that he should behave other than
strictly honourably towards any woman.
"I don't think you ought to have asked that," she returned. He changed
colour.
"No," he said; "perhaps not. In any case, there wasn't any need. It's
fairly obvious."
"Leave her alone," she counselled.
"Look here!" He took a step nearer to her, and spoke quickly and with a
kind of repressed excitement that conveyed more than his actual words
how deeply he was moved. "Don't start getting a lot of false ideas into
your head. I'm not playing the despicable game you think I'm after.
I'm not amusing myself. Amusing myself! God! there isn't much
amusement in it. I'm leaving on Saturday,--I've made up my mind to
that. But I'm going to see as much of her as I can in the interval.
It's the last time... I sha'n't come back, unless I can feel perfectly
sure of myself. But I'm going to leave her with the knowledge that I am
her friend,--to be counted on if she needs me. I only ask to serve her.
If she doesn't want my service, I will stand outside her life
altogether."
"My dear boy," she returned disapprovingly, "you are talking arrant
nonsense. A married woman can have no need for a male friend such as
you propose to be. He is either an object of ridicule to her, or she
grows too fond of him. I am afraid you would not become an object for
ridicule with Pamela; she hasn't a sufficient sense of humour. You had
far better give up going there."
"I can't do that," he said. "But I promise you when I leave here I
won't come back."
"Then leave to-morrow," she advised.
"Not unless you turn me out."
"You know I won't do that," she said. "But I don't like it, George. I
am--disappointed in you."
"I'm sorry," he said, and having nothing more to add, he left her, and
walked away down the path.
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