John Fellows really behaved rather well. He knew that it wasn’t worth
while grumbling, reflected that all women were more than usually
unreasonable at these times, and so he would sometimes start his washing
in the scullery with cold water, knowing well that in a moment the little
vixen would be at his elbow with a boiling saucepan. Then he would catch
hold of her in his grimy arms, and she would cry out shrilly that he was
a great mucky beast and tell him to ‘give over.’ A little sparring of
this kind often put him in a good humour, and Alice, quick to recognise
the peculiar power which her physical presence still exercised on her
husband, sometimes presumed on it so far that these passages of arms
ended in tears. At such times it frightened her to see him suddenly
revealed to her as a strange, hard man, nearly double her own age, with
whom she was unaccountably living. Even maternity couldn’t make her feel
anything but a little girl in the face of his strange maturity. She felt
that John Fellows knew, as well as she did, that she was only making
believe to be a grown-up married woman; he had shown it more than once by
his roughness to her; but that didn’t really matter as long as the
neighbours never guessed her secret—the neighbours, and more particularly
Abner. For if Abner once knew the truth she could never again be
mistress in her own house (that was how she put it) and she was so
jealous of this imaginary dignity, and at the same time so conscious of
its artificiality, that she could never cease trying to put Abner in his
place.
It was bad enough for Alice that her husband should laugh at her.
Certainly, she determined, she wasn’t going to stand anything of that
kind from Abner; and though Abner himself had not yet shown her any signs
of disrespect she took great pains to give him no opportunity of doing so
by repressing him whenever she had the chance. Just as John Fellows had
once approved in Abner the aggressive tendencies that went to the making
of a ‘bloodworm,’ he now approved in Alice, so little and so desperately
game, the temper that made things so uncomfortable for Abner. As long as
she kept her temper for the boy and didn’t try any of her tricks on him
it didn’t matter. And since it pleased John Fellows, who loved nothing
better than a dog-fight, to see his little Alice bare her teeth, the girl
played up to him, knowing that her husband would keep Abner from hitting
back as long as the game pleased him.
Abner suffered her sullenly. He soon found out that it wasn’t worth
while disputing with her, and indeed, sometimes her violence, wasting
itself against his unconcern, recoiled on her, so that he had the
satisfaction of seeing her in tears. This vexed her, partly for shame
and partly because she saw that crying, which she had always regarded as
her last and most telling weapon, had no effect on him. They were both
of them little more than children.
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