In the end it came to this: Abner, realising that Hackett’s Cottages
could never again be a real home to him, decided, with the philosophy
which is learned early among people who have to fight for themselves,
that he must cut his losses and strike out for himself as soon as he
could manage to do so. He knew that for the present he could not afford
to find another lodging, but already he was doing a man’s work at the
colliery and soon he would be earning a man’s wages. When she realised
this Alice was sorry that she had helped to drive him away, for she had
dreamed pleasantly of all the money that she would soon be able to
handle, and had decided to buy a piano for the parlour and a
marble-topped washhand-stand, with a pink toilet set, for the front
bedroom. It would be a pity, she reflected, to get rid of a full
wage-earner in exchange for a little personal dignity.
So, suddenly relenting, she became towards Abner the incarnation of
sweetness. Abner, however, wasn’t having any. Even though he didn’t see
through her, he felt that her attitude was rather too good to be true.
For the present he went on his way, paying regularly his weekly ‘lodge’
and the subscription to an industrial death-policy that had been taken
out in the year of his birth to provide for his burial. But with the
fulfilment of these obligations, his dealings with Hackett’s Cottages
ceased. He became a lodger pure and simple, only appearing at night,
when the others had gone to bed, tired, and ready to tumble into the nest
of blankets which Alice had not disturbed since he left them in the
morning.
She wasn’t going to put herself out for him, she said. In those days she
didn’t feel inclined to put herself out for anybody. Unfortunately she
couldn’t have it both ways; for by frightening Abner away with her temper
she had lost the use of his strength in the heavier work of the house.
She knew that she couldn’t ask her husband to help her. He hadn’t
married her for that. Her weary, and palpably interested attempts to
coax Abner back to her were a failure. Without showing a vestige of
bitterness he went stolidly on his way, and so she resigned herself, with
a sort of tired pride, to the heaviness of her lot.
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