The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
I sailed to Gibraltar by a P. and O. steamer from Tilbury, and the
tender that took my wife back to the railway pier left little in my new
condition to interest me. You know what it is to leave home in search of
health. If hope is before you, regret is behind. When I stood on the
upper deck that night, alone, and watched the light of the Eddystone
dying down over the dark waters, it seemed to me that success had no
solace, and fame no balm, and riches no safety or content. One
reflection alone sufficed to reconcile me to where I was--the work that
had brought me there was done neither for fame nor for riches, but at
the prompting of the best of all earthly passions--or what seemed to be
the best.
Three days passed, and beyond casual words I had spoken to no one on the
ship. But on the fourth day, as we sailed within sight of Finisterre in
a calm sea, having crossed the Bay with comfort, the word went round
that a storm-signal was hoisted on the cape. No one who has gone through
an experience such as that is likely to forget it. Everybody on deck,
the blanched faces, the hushed voices, the quick whispers, the eager
glances around, the interrogations of the officers on duty, and their
bantering answers belied by their anxious looks, then the darkening sky,
the freshening breeze, the lowering horizon, the tingling gloomy
atmosphere creeping down from the mastheads, and the air of the whole
ship, above and below, charged, as it were, with sudden electricity. It
is like nothing else in life except the bugle-call in camp, telling
those who lie smoking and drinking about the fires that the enemy is
coming, and is near.
I was standing on the quarterdeck watching the Lascars stowing sails,
battening down the hatches, clewing the lines, and making everything
snug, when a fellow-passenger whom I had not observed before stepped up
and spoke. His remark was a casual one, and it has gone from my memory.
I think it had reference to the native seamen, and was meant as a jest
upon their lumbering slowness, which suggested pitiful thoughts to him
of what their capacity must be in a storm. But the air of the man much
more than his words aroused and arrested my attention. It was that of
one whose spirits had been quickened by the new sense of danger. He
laughed, his eyes sparkled, his tongue rolled out his light remarks with
a visible relish. I looked at the man and saw that he had the soul of a
war-horse. Tall, slight, dark, handsome, with bushy beard, quivering
nostrils, mobile mouth, and eyes of fire, alive in every fibre, and full
of unconquerable energy. He appeared to be a man of thirty to
thirty-five, but proved to be no more than four-and-twenty. I learned
afterward that he was an American, and was traveling for love of
adventure.
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