The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession — John Shaqi
The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
That night we flew six hours before the storm, but it overtook our ship
at last. What befell us then in the darkness of that rock-bound coast I
did not know until morning. Can you believe it? I took my usual dose of
a drug prescribed to me for insomnia, and lay down to sleep. When I went
up on deck in the late dawn of the following day--the time was
spring--the wind had slackened, and the ship was rolling and swinging
along in a sea that could not be heard above the beat and thud of the
engines. Only the memory of last night's tempest lay around in sullen
wave and sky--only there, and in the quarters down below of the native
seamen of our ship.
The first face I encountered was that of the American. He had been on
deck all night, and he told me what had happened. Through the dark hours
the storm had been terrible, and when the first dead light of dawn had
crept across from the east the ship had been still tossing in great
white billows. Just then a number of Lascars had been ordered aloft on
some urgent duty--I know not what--and a sudden gust had swept one of
them from a cross-tree into the sea. Efforts had been made to rescue
him, the engines had been reversed, boats put out and life-buoys thrown
into the water, but all in vain. The man had been swept away; he was
gone and the ship had steamed on.
The disaster saddened me inexpressibly. I could see the Lascar fall from
the rigging, catch the agonizing glance of the white eyes in his black
face as he was swept past on the crest of a wave, and watch his
outstretched arms as he sank to his death down and down and down. It
seemed to me an iniquity that while this had happened I had slept.
Perhaps the oversensitive condition of my nerves was at fault, but
indeed I felt that, in his way, in his degree, within the measure of his
possibilities, that poor fellow of another skin, another tongue, with
whom I had exchanged no word of greeting, had that day given his life
for my life.
How much of such emotion I expressed at the time it is hard to remember
now, but that the American gathered the bent of my feelings was clear to
me by the pains he was at to show that they were uncalled for, and
unnatural, and false. What was life? I had set too great a store by it.
The modern reverence for life was eating away the finest instincts of
man's nature. Life was not the most sacred of our possessions. Duty,
justice, truth, these were higher things.
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