The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession — John Shaqi
The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
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So he talked that day and the next until, from thoughts of the loss of
the Lascar, we had drifted far into wider and more perilous
speculations. The American held to his canon. War was often better than
peace, and open massacre than corrupt tranquillity. We wanted some of
the robust spirit of the Middle Ages in these our piping days. The talk
turned on the persecution of the Jews in Russia. The American defended
it--a stern people was purging itself of an alien element which, like an
interminate tapeworm, had been preying on its vitals. The remedy was
drastic but necessary; life was lost, but also life was saved.
Then coming to closer quarters we talked of murder. The American held to
the doctrine of Sterne. It was a hard case that the laws of the modern
world should not have made any manner of difference between murdering an
honest man and only executing a scoundrel. These things should always be
rated ad valorem. As for blood spilled in self-defense, it was folly to
talk of it as crime. Even the laws of my own effeminate land justified
the man who struck down the arm that was raised to kill him; and the
mind that reckoned such an act as an offense was morbid and diseased.
Such opinions were repugnant to me, and I tried to resist them. There
was a sanctity about human life which no man should dare to outrage. God
gave it, and only God should take it away. As for the government of the
world, let it be for better or for worse, it was in God's hands, and God
required the help of no man.
My resistance was useless. The American held to his doctrine; it was
good to take life in a good cause, and if it was good for the nation, it
was good for the individual man. The end was all.
I fenced these statements with what force I could command, and I knew
not how strongly my adversary had assailed me. Now, I know too well that
his opinions sank deep into my soul. Only too well I know it now--now
that--
We arrived at Gibraltar the following morning, and going up on deck in
the empty void of air that follows on the sudden stopping of a ship's
engines, I found the American, amid a group of swarthy Gibraltarians,
bargaining for a boat to take him to the Mole. It turned out that he was
going to Morocco also, and we hired a boat together.
The morning was clear and cold; the great broad rock looked whiter and
starker and more like a gigantic oyster-shell than ever against the blue
of the sky. There would be no steamer for Tangier until the following
day, and we were to put up at the Spanish hotel called the Calpe.
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