The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
I read Wenman's letter first. Good or bad, the news must be broken to me
gently. Hardly had I torn the sheet open when I saw what it contained.
My little Noel had been ill; he was still so, but not seriously, and I
was not to be alarmed. The silence on their part which I had complained
of so bitterly had merely been due to their fear of giving me
unnecessary anxiety. For his part (Wenman's) he would have written
before, relying on my manliness and good sense, but my wife had
restrained him, saying she knew me better. There was no cause for
apprehension; the boy was going along as well as could be expected,
etc., etc., etc., etc., etc.
Not a word to indicate the nature and degree of the attack. Such an
insufficient epistle must have disquieted the veriest nincompoop alive.
To send a thing like that to _me_--to me of all men! Was there ever so
gross a mistake of judgment?
I knew in an instant what the fact must be--my boy was down with that
old congenital infirmity of the throat. Surely my wife had told me more.
She had. Not by design, but unwittingly she had revealed the truth to
me. Granville Wenman had written to me, she said, explaining everything,
and I was not to worry and bother. All that was possible was being done
for our darling, and if I were there I could do no more. The illness had
to have its course, so I must be patient. All this is the usual jargon
of the surgery--I knew that Wenman had dictated it--and then a true line
or two worth all the rest from my dear girl's own bleeding mother's
heart. Our poor Noel was this, and that, he complained of so-and-so, and
first began to look unwell in such and such ways.
It was clear as noonday. The attack of the throat which I had foreseen
had come. Five years I had looked for it. Through five long years I had
waited and watched to check it. I had labored day and night that when it
should come I might meet it. My own health I had wasted--and for what?
For fame, for wealth, for humanity, for science? No, no, no, but for the
life of my boy. And now when his enemy was upon him at length, where was
I--I who alone in all this world of God could save him? I was thirteen
hundred miles from home.
Oh, the irony of my fate! My soul rose in rebellion against it.
Staggering back through the darkening streets, the whole city seemed
dead and damned.
How far I walked in this state of oblivion I do not know, but presently
out of the vague atmosphere wherein all things had been effaced I became
conscious, like one awakening after a drug, of an unusual commotion
going on around. People were running past me and across me in the
direction of the Karueein Mosque. From that place a loud tumult was
rising into the air. The noise was increasing with every moment, and
rising to a Babel of human voices.
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