The Blind Mother, and The Last ConfessionCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Blind Mother, and The Last Confession
Caine, Hall, Sir
Fiction
While I was indulging this weakness the conviction was deepening in my
mind that my boy was ill. So strong did this assurance become at length,
that, though I was ashamed to give way to it so far as to set my face
toward home, being yet no better for my holiday, I sat down at length to
write a letter to Wenman--I had written to my wife by every mail--that I
might relieve my pent-up feelings. I said nothing to him of my
misgivings, for I was loth to confess to them, having no positive
reasons whatever, and no negative grounds except the fact that I was
receiving no letters. But I gave him a full history of my boy's case,
described each stage of it in the past, foretold its probable
developments in the future, indicated with elaborate care the treatment
necessary at every point, and foreshadowed the contingencies under which
it might in the end become malignant and even deadly unless stopped by
the operation that I had myself, after years of labor, found the art of
making.
I spent an afternoon in the writing of this letter, and when it was done
I felt as if a burden that had been on my back for ages had suddenly
been lifted away. Then I went out alone to post it. The time was close
to evening prayers, and as I walked through the streets the Tálebs and
tradesmen, with their prayer-mats under their arms, were trooping into
the various mosques. Going by the Karueein Mosque I observed that the
Good Muslimeen were entering it by hundreds. "Some special celebration,"
I thought. My heart was light, my eyes were alert, and my step was
quick. For the first time since my coming to the city, Fez seemed to me
a beautiful place. The witchery of the scenes of the streets took hold
of me. To be thus transported into a world of two thousand years ago
gave me the delight of magic.
When I reached the English post-office I found it shut up. On its
shutters behind its iron grating a notice-board was hung out, saying
that the office was temporarily closed for the sorting of an incoming
mail and the despatch of an outgoing one. There was a little crowd of
people waiting in front--chiefly Moorish servants of English
visitors--for the window to open again, and near by stood the horses of
the postal couriers pawing the pavement. I dropped my letter into the
slit in the window, and then stood aside to see if the mail had brought
anything for me at last.
The window was thrown up, and two letters were handed to me through the
grating over the heads of the Moors, who were crushing underneath. I
took them with a sort of fear, and half wished at the first moment that
they might be from strangers. They were from home; one was from my
wife--I knew the envelope before looking at the handwriting--the other
was from Wenman.
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